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The nerve of those people. They kicked me out of the bar. Said I'd had too much. They actually kicked me out of the bar! At the Ritz. A place that prides themselves on service and legendary drunkard-ry
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(How can it not be directed toward me when you lock it for anyone but me? But fine, I’m to tired to do argue about this)
I do find I have to walk around eggshells with you. Everything I say you take the wrong way. Not that this is new, most everyone seems to do that these days. You keep saying I hurt you, when I’ve no idea what I’ve done. Then you turn around and rip me a new one like in the not so good old days. I don’t know what to say or do around you anymore, Lilah. It could go either way these days. Why is that ( ... )
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I've no plans of the kind. Being responsible for your death once was more then enough. And hurt is not something anyone should be or get used to. And you *never* scared me.
Did you? Apparently not clear enough. Of course there is still that rather nasty contract that binds you, by choice or not. It's not something you can easily get out of. I've already tried that. You need to think about. That's all the answer I need to know.
You have every right to be happy as anyone else. What's this saying again? Let he who is without sin...
It is in me, and in my nature. When all defense is stripped away, only nature and ones deepest desires remain. I've met mine, it wasn't pleasant.
I'll give you input if that is in any way possible. But I can't promise you anything. Input wise that is.
The children are fun. They do make me happy and give me a reason to go on.
It's never simple is it?Cordelia, the girls and I will be returning to Los Angeles in a moment. And old friend of Cordelia and Angel showed up ( ... )
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Gee Wes, I can't tell you how much it means you don't want kill me. Real sweet like.*eye roll/smile* And again please stop blaming yourself for my death. As for the hurt thing, I think we both know that that we don't live in a fairytale world. Demons yes, fairytales no. I've been hurt, I will be hurt, and I probably will hurt others. It's the cycle of dysfunction which I was handed. At least I'm not sitting in a corner somewhere crying over it... See, I should be grateful to everyone who's every screwed me over. I'm stronger for it. Frankly, I'm a little hurt by that. First you start saying that, next thing I know I will have lost any and all of the respect that I've spent years cultivating. Are you putting words in my mouth now? All I said was no comment ( ... )
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Nice use of sarcasm there, Lilah. Why? You certainly seem to bring up the scar I've given you at any random given time. I've said it before. I should've made certain you actually got out when I told you to leave in the sewers. Instead I ended having you at the hotel and ultimately, get you killed. Facts don't lie.
What does not kill you makes you stronger? The truth is a nasty thing at time, isn't it? Maybe you can try Lindsey, he seems scared enough of you.No, I wasn't. There *is* a contract binding you to the firm. Again, a fact. And you do need to think about it, just like I needed some time back. Seems so long ago now ( ... )
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Fine. Blame yourself. Although Wes, you should know better than anyone, facts do lie. Quite frequently actually.
Pretty much, yeah. You think I'd be who I am today if I'd been coddled as a child? Or any other part of my life for that matter. I highly doubt it. I'd be just another incredibly attractive woman. Which yes is enough to get by in life. But still. I know he is. It's really very cute. Of course he has every reason to be. he knows I'd I'd kill him if I needed to.Okay, Wes, you know I love you. And so does everyone else now...(Again, sorry) But let's not pretend you know what goes through my mind, or what I need to think about. And I'm aware I have a contract, thank you ( ... )
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