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Ok insane laughter....hehe... ummm never mind....Ok so I just had my first day at my new job...and I liked it... The people are all really friendly and I really like the managers. I was standing up the whole time with a smile on my face and greeting people and getting people to sign up for this card thingy.... Yeah so I think its gonna be a good job....
Brady....has not called..... but will probably call later tonight...when I am freaking asleep...all well though... its my fault anyway...ok enough about that...I am in a good mood and I dont want to ruin it....
Hahaha...ok...ummm... now what do I want to say.......ummmmmmmmmm let me think...do I have anything good to say...haha..do I ever.... well yes I do...at least some of the time....Ummmm... I want a puppy! I want one I want one soooooooooo badly!!! I also want to move out...and get away... I cant wait till this semester is over...I hate doing college it just pisses me off...well not really...but I am just sooooooo bored with it.... thats why I am taking a year off...and then I can concentrate on getting money...MONEY MONEY MONEY....Its all about the money! Ha. I want to go live...........in europe. Yep I want to go live there for a little bit.... then africa..... then....then I have no clue.... then Tennessee...haha...no I want to go to tennessee...and hopefully drama will not follow me there! I am going to change my hair color and go get plastic surgery...and start all over again! Ok so maybe I wont take it that far...but hell I want to just get away from it all.... I really want to be closer to my best friend... I do alot better when I am around her... I need her to kick my butt and keep me on track.... well I dont need her to do it...cuz I can do it myself...but it helps to have her there.
ANYWAYS....................Soooooo yes.... god life was so much easier when I was in the program....haha...probably cuz there was no BOYS! Well so it was easy in that sense but not easy in other areas....it fucking sucked in other areas.....EKKKKKKKK THE PROGRAM....Oh god I still get nightmares about that place...I mean yeah sure it saved my life and I respect it but it was living hell... Wow thats a time I dont want to go back to..... ekkk.....and I am glad I am not the same person that went into the program.... Yeah I wouldn't have any friends if I was... I was mean.... to most people.....really mean....and I refused to listen to anyone.....
Ok stop...wait....why the fuck am I writing this shit...Ok I am done now....off to go be crazy somewhere else....actually no I am off to go write two very important essays...that I really need to write....god damn I want a fucking cig.!
Brady....has not called..... but will probably call later tonight...when I am freaking asleep...all well though... its my fault anyway...ok enough about that...I am in a good mood and I dont want to ruin it....
Hahaha...ok...ummm... now what do I want to say.......ummmmmmmmmm let me think...do I have anything good to say...haha..do I ever.... well yes I do...at least some of the time....Ummmm... I want a puppy! I want one I want one soooooooooo badly!!! I also want to move out...and get away... I cant wait till this semester is over...I hate doing college it just pisses me off...well not really...but I am just sooooooo bored with it.... thats why I am taking a year off...and then I can concentrate on getting money...MONEY MONEY MONEY....Its all about the money! Ha. I want to go live...........in europe. Yep I want to go live there for a little bit.... then africa..... then....then I have no clue.... then Tennessee...haha...no I want to go to tennessee...and hopefully drama will not follow me there! I am going to change my hair color and go get plastic surgery...and start all over again! Ok so maybe I wont take it that far...but hell I want to just get away from it all.... I really want to be closer to my best friend... I do alot better when I am around her... I need her to kick my butt and keep me on track.... well I dont need her to do it...cuz I can do it myself...but it helps to have her there.
ANYWAYS....................Soooooo yes.... god life was so much easier when I was in the program....haha...probably cuz there was no BOYS! Well so it was easy in that sense but not easy in other areas....it fucking sucked in other areas.....EKKKKKKKK THE PROGRAM....Oh god I still get nightmares about that place...I mean yeah sure it saved my life and I respect it but it was living hell... Wow thats a time I dont want to go back to..... ekkk.....and I am glad I am not the same person that went into the program.... Yeah I wouldn't have any friends if I was... I was mean.... to most people.....really mean....and I refused to listen to anyone.....
Ok stop...wait....why the fuck am I writing this shit...Ok I am done now....off to go be crazy somewhere else....actually no I am off to go write two very important essays...that I really need to write....god damn I want a fucking cig.!