Attractive
Well like usual I am lazy with this post I was going to post this a week ago, but I just ended up getting lazy and not posting. I was thinking of what really turns me on, I have been thinking of several sexual storey ideas but not really put them into a written form, I was hoping this would get me back into the writing mood.
Women
i have thinking of what I really find attractive, and I really love goth girls, I love the pail skin, the raven back hair and the tight leather or corsets. Maybe it is the vampire part of me that just finds a woman like that so sexy, maybe it is the fear that a vampire is dangerous and could kill me at any time that turns me on, or maybe it is that I really have a love for women with a bit of a problem to them. Now I am not saying I like mentally unstable women i just like a girl who is not normal.
Physically I have seen so much porn, on my computer, on the Internet and in movies that the thin body with the fake tits it so mundane and boring now. Do not get me wrong if Pamela Anderson, Jenny McCarthy or Carmen Electra came along and if there was any chance I would take it. I am just saying like the guys from Son's Of Butcher, seeing so many naked women you start to get attracted by the abnormal then normal. Examples are like a girl with one breast slightly bigger then the other, or like one of my ex's her nipples where inverted and only pointed out when she was aroused, one of the hottest things I ever seen was a scar. This girl from college was tall and thin, OK but she had spine surgery and because of it she had a scar all the way down her spinal cord and it was extremely hot to me. I just do not know why but abnormality is such a turn on to me now. Don't get me wrong I might still need to be physically attracted to a woman first. Maybe that is why I like goth girls so much, fake cars or weird tattoos, cool piercing or down right strange and sometimes she even has a kink to her.
I don't know I do not know anyone like that right now especially someone who would like to start a relationship or just some causal fun. Then again really am I in a state to start something? I am reverting back to my Kelowna way, shy away from touching, wanting more to be alone, and really disliking more and more of the world around me. I really, really need some physical presence before I just become completely, I don't know, just let the aloneness consume me.
Women
i have thinking of what I really find attractive, and I really love goth girls, I love the pail skin, the raven back hair and the tight leather or corsets. Maybe it is the vampire part of me that just finds a woman like that so sexy, maybe it is the fear that a vampire is dangerous and could kill me at any time that turns me on, or maybe it is that I really have a love for women with a bit of a problem to them. Now I am not saying I like mentally unstable women i just like a girl who is not normal.
Physically I have seen so much porn, on my computer, on the Internet and in movies that the thin body with the fake tits it so mundane and boring now. Do not get me wrong if Pamela Anderson, Jenny McCarthy or Carmen Electra came along and if there was any chance I would take it. I am just saying like the guys from Son's Of Butcher, seeing so many naked women you start to get attracted by the abnormal then normal. Examples are like a girl with one breast slightly bigger then the other, or like one of my ex's her nipples where inverted and only pointed out when she was aroused, one of the hottest things I ever seen was a scar. This girl from college was tall and thin, OK but she had spine surgery and because of it she had a scar all the way down her spinal cord and it was extremely hot to me. I just do not know why but abnormality is such a turn on to me now. Don't get me wrong I might still need to be physically attracted to a woman first. Maybe that is why I like goth girls so much, fake cars or weird tattoos, cool piercing or down right strange and sometimes she even has a kink to her.
I don't know I do not know anyone like that right now especially someone who would like to start a relationship or just some causal fun. Then again really am I in a state to start something? I am reverting back to my Kelowna way, shy away from touching, wanting more to be alone, and really disliking more and more of the world around me. I really, really need some physical presence before I just become completely, I don't know, just let the aloneness consume me.