so very sleepy...
may have something to do with the fact I didnt get to sleep till 4 this morning. fuck knows why, I was in bed just after 11. so I've been falling asleep randomly all day. which is pissing annoying. went into town with mum for a bit, and saw Hannah from the cafe I was in, and then later saw Hannah and Lou who walked straight past me (thanks guys lol)...then we went to tesco's, then to my gran's, then came home. was meant to be going out tonight but there was some confusion (my fault) about what time I was being picked up, so as I havent managed to get a lift home (and I'm not allowed to stay at Emmas because mum thinks I need a decent nights sleep before work tomorrow-not that I wouldnt get one at Emmas but anyway) I didn't go. the plan for tonight was to go for a meal with Lou but that didn't happen (and I dont know why but I'm not surprised, just annoyed) and then meet everyone else there. but hey never mind, I spose I will have to be more organised in future. Heather didn't come down (AGAIN) and her excuse this time was that she needed to "go shopping with her Dad because he wanted to know what she wants for her birthday"....in a goddamn MONTH. it's like for fucks sake if you dont wanna come up them fucking well dont, I am so sick of this, and I am not taking being fucked about. she's been invited to little's but she so won't come to it. anyway I cant think of anything else to write so I'm done rambling.