wonder what difference does it make

[nordic_chicken]

i'm so tired. exhausted. I got a full night's sleep last night, woke up refreshed, and was out of commission by two. Curse this schedule of nonstop movement

Comments

[wee_tim]

the suicide thoughts are bad becos you are a wonderful, intelligent beautiful person. You have lots of love to give and you can do anything if you set your heart to it.

you cant change other people, and you cant ruin other peoples lives. no matter how bad of an impact you think you have, it is really up to them to decide how they will be.

Yes its totally normal to had down thoughts and I am sorry that your meds are not enough. I dont have the answers myself, just sending you some good thoughts and care.

Sorry to here about havoc, but maybe you just havent found the right man yet. Please dont feel responsible for other people, just take care of your self. A girl as beautiful and thoughtful as you, I can easilly see how you could leave a trail of broken hearts. Dont blame yourself. Just take care and keep a nice warm hold of your own true heart.

[crovenwise]

*crawls into fetal position with you*

*gently presses similarly bruised head against yours*

[sushi_lotus]

I have to agree, you are NOT responsible for ruining other people's lives. You know that old adage, "people are responsible for their own actions?" Well it is the same for lives. People are responsible for their own lives and how they react to things. It is a CHOICE they make to respond in certain ways and you have little to do with it. Of course, nobody wants to take responsibility for their own reactions so they manipulate you, dearest Kristina, to think it is your own fault and not theirs that they feel the way they do. And right now you are feeling vulnerable, so that manipulative tactic just happens to be working.

Be aware. Please see it for what it is. You are the sweetest, most wonderful, caring friend, both to myself and with other people. And I'm not just saying that. A load of crap doth not spill from my mouth.

*hugs* I wuv you chica!

[dancingdrew]

Ok, hon, time for Dr. Drew to take over

[faeryguinevere]

The best advice I ever got was from a senior RA during my RA training. He said, "You are NEVER responsible for someone else. Everyone makes their own decisions, and sometimes, there is nothing you can do about it." I wanted to share that with you in the hope that it helps you in some way - it applies to everything- personal and professional. *hugs to you* I know you are a good person and I hope that you take the advice of the other people who replied to this post and see your doctor if the medications aren't working. There are usually other meds you can try, or other dosages or something that the doctor can do for you. That's her/his job! Take care of yourself - you are important!