i'm so tired. exhausted. I got a full night's sleep last night, woke up refreshed, and was out of commission by two. Curse this schedule of nonstop movement
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You do not ruin people's lives. Even if it were possible for anyone but that person to ruin his or her life, I really don't think you'd be capable of it. Sure you make bad choices sometimes. So what? You're human. They ARE forgiveable. Maybe you caused someone else pain, and if so, you should make the effort to try to ease that, but don't blame yourself for ruining lives.
If you're on meds and you're still having depressive and self-destructive thoughts, then you need to see a doctor. It's possible you need a different dosage or a different medication. I know people who've gone through several different anti-depressants before finding one that worked well for them. You might want to talk to K again.
Most of all, remember that people love you. Honestly, Kristina, you're a sweetheart. We all love you to death. And I, personally, do not love assholes to death. The conclusion is that you are not an asshole. In fact, you're wonderful. Take care of yourself, but don't be afraid to seek out help. We're here for you. *hug*
You do not ruin people's lives. Even if it were possible for anyone but that person to ruin his or her life, I really don't think you'd be capable of it. Sure you make bad choices sometimes. So what? You're human. They ARE forgiveable. Maybe you caused someone else pain, and if so, you should make the effort to try to ease that, but don't blame yourself for ruining lives.
If you're on meds and you're still having depressive and self-destructive thoughts, then you need to see a doctor. It's possible you need a different dosage or a different medication. I know people who've gone through several different anti-depressants before finding one that worked well for them. You might want to talk to K again.
Most of all, remember that people love you. Honestly, Kristina, you're a sweetheart. We all love you to death. And I, personally, do not love assholes to death. The conclusion is that you are not an asshole. In fact, you're wonderful. Take care of yourself, but don't be afraid to seek out help. We're here for you. *hug*
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