Being a female is losing its mystery. Just about anyone can attain the female mystery. Construct what you say, look down, be demure. Paint your nails… sigh fucking sigh and smile at the same time. Fabricate, lie, lie lie lie. Reflect, deflect, PERFECT!!! Answer a question with a question. Lead people on a chase that really goes nowhere. Look to the
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I'm preparing for my next intallation show. I'm pretty fixated on mirrors, so it may be a 'mirrored' world. Dunno. It's in the new building. You don't realize how fuckin cool the building is. I feel a little sad, CCAD seems to be getting its shit together. I'm also 'training' for my jazz performance piece... I'm doing gestural linework like a maniac. I've been really into performance art. My friend Mary is doing a piece with bubbles, she's interested in membranes. So her boyfriend and I are part of the performance. She's making a bubble machine and I'm helping her do the animation to the photographic stills she took. Deshawn!!!: I never realized how fun art could be until now. Oh yeah I'm doing sound production next semester, so I can create completely dimensional environments...BLAHHHH..
Oh I'm going to the Virgin Islands in december... Erica and me are making carnival sets for the steel drum performers and calypso dancers. It should be a great opportunity.
Anyhow. On a side note, I've been having death omen dreams the past week. I dreamt about being followed by a group of ravens,.. then one of them pecked my cheek. Then the next night I dreamt about my black cat 'raven' following me. The next night I dreamt about my brother dying and I was fighting with my sister about who would carry the pentagram flag beside his coffin.. Then finally last night I dreamt that I was being followed by a guy who kept splitting into mirror images of himself. I would run into one door, close it.. have him bang on it... then his mirror image would appear elsewhere.. phew.
Hey, is Kate the one who you said..."she likes destroying herself, but she doesn't know how to build herself back up"?
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