I did a brave thing today.  I told Ben I want to start seeing other people ( Read more... )

( Kinky Stuff Under Here )

So today I had lunch with a friend (Indian; really good butter chicken).  Lunch with a friend led an invitation to a playdate at a local dungeon.  This will be the first dungeon I’ve been to in at least a couple years.  I’ve even been skipping Folsom, because people are shitty and I am shy and awkward and freaked out by them.  (I’m struggling to ( Read more... )

The last one went so well, here's some more intimate details about me!  (I'm feeling expansive.  Just go with it.  I'm likely to crawl back into my little shell again soon enough.)  And fair warning, most of today's links are NSFW.

( Another Guy Who Broke Me )

• I had a lovely burrito, with a spinach tortilla, from Whole Foods.  I won't be able to get all my groceries there--they don't carry the right TP, or Kraft mac & cheese, but we can get a lot.  And their cafe/deli food section is really thorough.  Wood-fired pizza.  At the grocery store.
• I finally got the weights I was supposed to buy a month ago.   ( Read more... )

I don't need your bullshit anymore.  I'm better than that.  I'm better than you.  I'm stronger, fiercer, more determined, I can take a hell of a lot more than most, but I don't think I should feel like I need to.  And I like that about me.

Yeah, I'm a submissive.  But I'm one of those submissives you're going to have to tame.  I'm a gift, an honor ( Read more... )

So, this was a stupendous weekend.  I'm planning on sleeping really, really well tonight, in my own bed, just for novelty.

It started with Friday night, and my excursion to Sedusa's Sanctuary, which I am rarely secret about my general mixed emotions about.  I don't know why, but it's always got a very strange energy to it, almost forced.  I've been ( Read more... )

I have decided I am going to go to Master's Den.  I'm guessing it's going to be odd, not wearing a collar.  I'm guessing it's going to be difficult, at least some of the time.  I'm also guessing that it's going to be kind of fun.

For a few days, I've been going through the typical mental convulsions associated with a release that make you think you' ( Read more... )

This last Thursday night, I was released.

It hurts.  We're still friends, and it's still awkward, and it probably will be for a while, but at least we can hug again.  We're just in that odd stage where we don't touch, unless it's for a hug, or something like that, and we don't talk about personal stuff--at all, even though we probably need to.

I'm ( Read more... )

As abruptly as this blog began, it's ending. Which is odd, because I was really enjoying having it, for once. It served as a great outlet, and a wonderful way to connect with friends. I'll still have it up, so that I can read everyone else's posts, but my contributions, beyond the minor and basic quiz results and commentary is going to be over.

It ( Read more... )