*_Spektor_Spector_*
So yet after another lovely void in my journal. I suppose I should update with something. That way noone can complain that I don't update my journal anymore. So yeah lets start...
...with the complaints and confusions that are boys and the relationships that come. Let's begin with the fact that I am still single. Which alone annoys me ever so slightly because I feel that I should have a boyfriend by now. Not just because of the time that has past since my last, who would actually be Alex earlier this year. May actually, which 'also' means that the last time I've had sex was in May, with Alex. That is also another annoying fact of not having a boyfriend. I really miss the sex that came with it.
I seem to have gotten distracted. Moving on with the rant on boys, not the sex with boys. I'm still single and have had quite the annoyance as of late with a boy from Grand Blanc named Nick, short for Enoch. He is a exceedingly cute Puerto Rican and we had been talking for about a week online and what not and had gotten to know each other and hung out and everything was clearly okay because we came close to sex, wish that would stop coming up. Anyway, and everything seemed like it would work out and I would finally have myself an awesome boyfriend that made me happy and maybe for once I would start enjoying everything that I watch everyone else enjoy, with their 'other'. But soon, we came to not talk and it was depressing because I actually had gotten my hopes up. Of which I never do because I normally don't see anything actually working out in my benefit. This was different, but was quite wasteful because we do not talk anymore. And shows boys are quite stupid.
Paradox number two dealing with boys. Once every couple of weeks for the last couples months I've been getting calls from my first boyfriends house. Kevin McPhail. And I really can't see why I am getting these calls. The worse part is that the calls are always to my house, because he clearly doesn't have my cell phone number. Considering we haven't spoken for about five years. So I stand by my statement of it being random. Plus noone is ever home to get the calls, my parents usually give my friends my cell phone number so they can get ahold of me. I actually really would like to get one these calls becasue I really am curious. What after a couple years would this man want with me. I don't understand, then again, I don't get the calls so what can I really say.
I'm mostly sure that I'm done with the subject of boys. Good news slash bad news comes. Ms. Katie Remagen has moved back and that is both good and bad. Depending on whos perspective you are looking through. For mine it's good because I have my best friend back, after only two or three weeks but still. It's longer than I would have liked. Bad on her side because she was doing quite well in Indiana, until her uncle decided to kick her out on a whim because he 'couldn't handle it' or something lame like that. She has even gotten three call backs for jobs down there. I know it would really infuriate me if that happened so I know for a fact that that annoys her. A lot. I know there are other things that are plaguing her to that I wish I could do something about but I realy can't because she won't let me. I just have to offer what I can and hopefully it'll be worth it.
I am really proud of all my friends that have went away to college. It makes me happy to hear about how they are enjoying themselves and that they are really liking the whole college experience. Makes me really wish that I had taken my first year of college seriously. I could actually be up on credits, roughly 20 credits but instead I'm only up at 6. That's just sad, really when you think about it. The money spent for the classes that I took and didn't actually physicaly take. Sure I can blame the fact that the whole class idea really wasn't working for me but at least finishing taking the classes would have been smart. And now that I'm not taking classes this semester and have already put around $3600 into classes, I have to get serious. Find out something to Major in, and pursue something. I might just take a bunch of wide ranged classes. Different subjects and maybe I'll hit something good. Maybe a Psychology class or two, a photography, french...something. It's a plan.
On a high note, I recently ordered tickets for the Hellogoodbye/Cute is What We Aim For show on October 26th. I'm excited to go, Rhonda is accompaning me. Anyone else who would like to go and go with us. The more the merrier really when it comes to concerts. Haven't realy had the time for concerts this year. Especially more recently because I've become more stingy with my money spending, minus the last trip to the mall when I spend a hundred dollars at the mall. Last bigger show I have been to was the Flyleaf show back in July, at the Machine Shop. I would really enjoy going to the Regina Spektor show on the 13th of October but that is the same date as the Homecoming football game for Byron, of which I said I would attend...
...so there folks is a slightly lengthy journal entry of the Garlen. I hope you enjoyed yourselves. If you ever have the time you should check out my deviantart page ~~> http://www.mind-poison.deviantart.com
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...with the complaints and confusions that are boys and the relationships that come. Let's begin with the fact that I am still single. Which alone annoys me ever so slightly because I feel that I should have a boyfriend by now. Not just because of the time that has past since my last, who would actually be Alex earlier this year. May actually, which 'also' means that the last time I've had sex was in May, with Alex. That is also another annoying fact of not having a boyfriend. I really miss the sex that came with it.
I seem to have gotten distracted. Moving on with the rant on boys, not the sex with boys. I'm still single and have had quite the annoyance as of late with a boy from Grand Blanc named Nick, short for Enoch. He is a exceedingly cute Puerto Rican and we had been talking for about a week online and what not and had gotten to know each other and hung out and everything was clearly okay because we came close to sex, wish that would stop coming up. Anyway, and everything seemed like it would work out and I would finally have myself an awesome boyfriend that made me happy and maybe for once I would start enjoying everything that I watch everyone else enjoy, with their 'other'. But soon, we came to not talk and it was depressing because I actually had gotten my hopes up. Of which I never do because I normally don't see anything actually working out in my benefit. This was different, but was quite wasteful because we do not talk anymore. And shows boys are quite stupid.
Paradox number two dealing with boys. Once every couple of weeks for the last couples months I've been getting calls from my first boyfriends house. Kevin McPhail. And I really can't see why I am getting these calls. The worse part is that the calls are always to my house, because he clearly doesn't have my cell phone number. Considering we haven't spoken for about five years. So I stand by my statement of it being random. Plus noone is ever home to get the calls, my parents usually give my friends my cell phone number so they can get ahold of me. I actually really would like to get one these calls becasue I really am curious. What after a couple years would this man want with me. I don't understand, then again, I don't get the calls so what can I really say.
I'm mostly sure that I'm done with the subject of boys. Good news slash bad news comes. Ms. Katie Remagen has moved back and that is both good and bad. Depending on whos perspective you are looking through. For mine it's good because I have my best friend back, after only two or three weeks but still. It's longer than I would have liked. Bad on her side because she was doing quite well in Indiana, until her uncle decided to kick her out on a whim because he 'couldn't handle it' or something lame like that. She has even gotten three call backs for jobs down there. I know it would really infuriate me if that happened so I know for a fact that that annoys her. A lot. I know there are other things that are plaguing her to that I wish I could do something about but I realy can't because she won't let me. I just have to offer what I can and hopefully it'll be worth it.
I am really proud of all my friends that have went away to college. It makes me happy to hear about how they are enjoying themselves and that they are really liking the whole college experience. Makes me really wish that I had taken my first year of college seriously. I could actually be up on credits, roughly 20 credits but instead I'm only up at 6. That's just sad, really when you think about it. The money spent for the classes that I took and didn't actually physicaly take. Sure I can blame the fact that the whole class idea really wasn't working for me but at least finishing taking the classes would have been smart. And now that I'm not taking classes this semester and have already put around $3600 into classes, I have to get serious. Find out something to Major in, and pursue something. I might just take a bunch of wide ranged classes. Different subjects and maybe I'll hit something good. Maybe a Psychology class or two, a photography, french...something. It's a plan.
On a high note, I recently ordered tickets for the Hellogoodbye/Cute is What We Aim For show on October 26th. I'm excited to go, Rhonda is accompaning me. Anyone else who would like to go and go with us. The more the merrier really when it comes to concerts. Haven't realy had the time for concerts this year. Especially more recently because I've become more stingy with my money spending, minus the last trip to the mall when I spend a hundred dollars at the mall. Last bigger show I have been to was the Flyleaf show back in July, at the Machine Shop. I would really enjoy going to the Regina Spektor show on the 13th of October but that is the same date as the Homecoming football game for Byron, of which I said I would attend...
...so there folks is a slightly lengthy journal entry of the Garlen. I hope you enjoyed yourselves. If you ever have the time you should check out my deviantart page ~~> http://www.mind-poison.deviantart.com
:heart: