Sometimes I think I'm too nice a person, like I've done something horrible in a previous life that I'm trying to atone for in this one.
And sometimes I think I'm a horrible person who doesn't deserve the least nicest thing to happen to me.
I wish I could make up my mind.

My life is becoming more and more like an episode of skins.
I always thought I ( Read more... )

I try my hardest, don't you see? But it won't come naturally. I'd give my whole world.... I guess it wasn't meant to be. You live your life upon the knife. Playing a fife unto the strife. Battered forwards. And then straight back.
You get knocked down. But you never show your frown. I never know what's amiss. 'Cause you sooth me with a kiss. You'd ( Read more... )

Where would I be without you? I need you in my life. You've made me who I am today. I've never told you. I never thought I needed to. You know this. At least. I hope you do. My best friend. No matter how many miles seperate. Or how many years. I'll be here. Cherry st. When I go, I'll still be here. You'd never know. I'm the kind of person who just ( Read more... )

Apparently he liked me. Way back when. Before all this happened. One of his best memories is of me. He told me that. I've never had anyone tell me that. It made me smile. I remember that day. It was a great day. Even though I learnt I didn't know myself. A fantastic day. I wouldn't change a thing. I've changed my opinion of him. A whole new level ( Read more... )

One conversation. You can make me doubt my choice. How do you do that? Why do I feel compelled to do as you want me to do? I don't think yours is the right choice. But I follow it anyway. I don't see anything down this path except death and destruction. The mangled corpses of the ones who came before are still lying, petrified, beside the path. I ( Read more... )