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Dreaming
I am haunted by dreams of you ( Read more... ) -
done
When is this pain going to get better?
Done dealing with you
But now ...settling my hopes on something else!!! what i dont know. -
final entry
I have to move on. He has.
I will shed tears in silence.
But I am glad it is over.
I have a tattoo of a bleeding heart with an S that will forever be reminder to never give my heart away again. -
tears
My eyes are burning with tears, and I can't stop them from running down my face. I was scared to see him that he would tell me to go to hell. But instead he was nonchalant uncaring and indifferent.
I have a endearing love for him still. -
Day 1
Yesterday it pained me to year to hear his voice. I want to be close to him ( Read more... ) -
hopeless
fuck! I am hopeless! I called him...twice, three times sometimes! I want to hear his voice ( Read more... ) -
Today is a new day
With all the might I can muster I will refrain from thinking or writing anything referring to or about you ( Read more... ) -
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There is a place in me where the feel of your touch still burns, where the touch of your lips and kiss lingers, and the whispers of your voice echo "I want you." Where I can hear your heart beating next to mine. It is the place where a part of you will never die and forever live within me ( Read more... ) -
yearning
I yearn to hear his voice
to hear say that he needs me that he wants me
but there is a discouragement growing in my heart
he is not all that I make him out to be in my head
I want to forget him
I want to learn to hate his smell
his face, his voice -
surrender
I surrender the love that I feel for him to the universe ( Read more... )