May 22, 2009 07:11
Yesterday it pained me to year to hear his voice. I want to be close to him.
I tried spending time with Chris and it pained me as well. How can I get that feeling back, when I used to like being around him. But I am realzing that I never been in Love him him.
Both of us found solice in each other in a time of loneliness. But never feeling that unconditional love. There has always been conditions...
Today is a brand new day. I will stay away from Sergio or at least try.