pulled up the manifestation mix this afternoon and started attacking my room. ( cut for to do/accomplished lists )

despite having trouble getting up today, and wanting to crawl right back into bed, i've now packed 2 boxes of books and one of videotapes. next up, more tapes, then china (because that can be unpacked as soon as i get it over there, and the box reused). last night i packed a box of my CoyoteBird supplies. i also need to clean a buncha stuff out ( Read more... )

i swear, it's amazing how much shit can be attributed to hormonal shifts. i'm finally feeling halfway normal again. got some cleaning done -- vacuumed the living room rug and the sort of pseudo-hallway no-man's-land between the living area and the bedroom area, as well as getting the rest of the stuff by the bed up off the floor. whee! the cat ( Read more... )

christ on a crutch. twenty minutes with two big bins, and i suddenly have a good chunk of my apartment back. enough to start cleaning it, anyway. still have a few more things to deal with, it'll take a while to sort through the bins, but god DAMN this is a relief. and i still have one to go. i could cry. but instead, i'll probably play some ( Read more... )

Wow. I sometimes astound myself at how clueless I am at creating and organizing documents when I don't have a template to work from. I'm trying to type up clear instructions for what I do every day, and I'm at a loss as to how to appropriately break it down. Thank ghod for outlines ( Read more... )

dammit, it would be a lot easier to get my house clean if i didn't get home every night and feel my anxiety mount until i can't think straight. and of course, if i take a klonopin, i wind up with no drive to do anything ( Read more... )

In the process of cleaning off my desk (I almost have a clean desk again! Yay!), I decided to try and print out a picture of Brazil to bring in to work. Unfortunately, my printer's not printing color right. I've tried changing the cartridge (I'm pretty sure I was way low on colored ink), which at least got me some color, only now it's only ( Read more... )

i tell ya -- dunkin donuts cinnamon spice coffee (made at home) is the shiznit ( Read more... )

okay, after a couple klonopin, "hercules against the moon men", and hedgehog stitching, am feeling much more capable of dealing with the world. just put in a couple orders for bottles, jars, and pipettes, so inside a couple weeks -- especially once my lemon oil arrives -- i oughta be set to deal with the whole issue of letting scents sit for a ( Read more... )

1. BPAL OTD: "hemlock". i was worried it might go all icky like "black forest" did, but it smelled fine... for the whole hour it lasted. it's already gone. i'll probably wear it again, but i might have to carry the imp with me if it fades this fast.
   
2. isn't exercising supposed to relieve my anxiety? then why am i all cranky and nervous and wanting ( Read more... )