[One-shot] Why do you hold my hand?
Title: Why do you hold my hand?
Pairing: Sakumiya
Rating: PG, fluff, romance
Disclaimer: Sho and Nino are not mine. They are JE’s boys.
Summary: Nino always wonders why Sho likes to hold his hands.
A/N: Hello everyone!!! It’s me, long time no see >__< I really hope this time I can keep writing fic about our beloved bias - Sakumiya for a looong time. I worry about this fic somehow… please forgive me if I made any mistake in this fic, my English have problems these days T^T
***
That is weird.
Since the very first time, I’ve always asked Sho why he held my hands. There are many times I asked him that I can’t remember exactly how many times. But the answers are always the same.
***
That is the first time he held my hands.
“You know, Nino, my fetish is a pad of hand. And your pads of hands are so squishy, totally likes what I love”
So that was a reason. If he mentions about fetish, then I can’t say anything more about that… I always felt that was quite weird though…
Somehow, I didn’t feel annoyed at all as my hands were squeezed by Sho. Besides, he just squeezed my hands for several minutes, so I had nothing to reject.
***
That is the nth time he held my hands.
“Nino~~~ I’m boring”
Sho lied on the sofa which I was also sitting playing games and conveniently laid his head on my thighs.
“Huhm? Boring? Do you want to play game with me?” That was what I really thought.
“Mou~ I’m bad at playing game. I want you play with you” My eyes was concentrating on my DS so I just heard Sho’s chuckle. Now when I think back then, it might be I missed an expression on his face.
“Play with me? I don’t think I’m so much fun for you to play with” Isn’t it so obvious?
"No no no, pause your game and I will tell you what I can play with you"
That time, what he said making me curious, so I paused my game. Immediately, Sho caught my right hand and squeezed it hard.
"Ittai!"
"Ah! Sorry sorry, does it hurt so much? I don't mean to hurt you"
Actually I was a bit hurt, but as his worried look was so cute, I didn't mind anymore. I wasn't hurt but also felt happy. Sho was always like that, so caring.
Then, I shook my head with a smile on my lips.
"Let me make the hurt fly away" Before I could ask what he wanted to do, Sho kissed my palm "Hurt, fly away, hurt, fly away. Let my baby smile. Smile~" He said that then kissed and stroke my palm lightly as if my palm was something could be broken anytime, just like a baby.
I couldn't keep my laugh any longer. I laughed out loud and unconsciously patted his forehead.
"See, you are laughing. Playing with me is fun, right? When you are happy, I'm happy too"
"You are so hopeless, Sho-chan"
Sho stopped his track all of sudden, then stared at me in disbelieve. I didn't know what happened, so I stared him back.
"This is the first time you call me Sho-chan"
"Oh now you've mentioned it..." Really? I had never thought of that thing, that day too, I just unconsciously called him Sho-chan, I didn't mean to. But seeing him happy like a child got candy from his mom, I thought I had done right.
"If you like it, I will call you Sho-chan from now on"
"Yup! Oh no, don't do that!" What's with that attitude?!!
"Why? You don't like it?" For some reasons I didn't know, I really felt irritated.
"Of course I like it! But just call me Sho-chan when we are alone like this time. I don't want to be called like that in front of many people"
He blushed. The way he blushed making me feel satisfied, I used to wonder why but didn’t really care.
So I let him play with my hands for a while until he fell asleep. Poor him, being an idol while studying at university every day. That was so tired for sure.
***
That was a time I told him that I hated my hands.
"It's so cute, why can you hate your own hands"
Sho frowned. I thought the one should be frustrated was me, not him...
"Doesn't it look so ugly? Like a hamburger, Leader's hands are so beautiful. And yours are so manly, I want a pair of manly hands like yours"
"But no one wants to squeeze my hands. At least you have me who always like to play with your hand, right?"
"But it looks..."
"Hamburger is good. When I'm hungry I can imagine your hamburger hands as the real thing and lick them to ease the hungry feeling"
"Aww you are dirty Sho-chan!!" I cried out when he was about to lick my palms. Sometimes I didn't know what I was thinking. He did dirty things but I blushed hard. I told him stop but somewhere in my head would be angry if he stopped what he was doing.
Sho-chan was a good guy, he always did everything to make me happy.
***
This is weird as these days I start thinking much about Sho. He really has a fetish of squishy pads of hands. I saw him touched some of our junior hands because he thought their hands were cute.
As expected, hamburger hands are nothing good. He just said that was cute because he didn't want me to feel sad. I know it...
But I still let him play with my hands whenever he can.
Maybe because my ugly hands are kind of rare so he likes to play with. It's no wonder that one day when he finds out one better than mine, he won't squeeze my hands anymore.
I really want to ask him what I'm thinking is right or not. But I don't have gut to ask.
I used to think that if he stopped playing with my hands and said it ugly, what should I do? I feel hurt. If I have to say, a feeling when he squeezes my hands is so good as if I get massaged from him. If he ignores my hands, I will miss his hands and all the moments .he played with my hands for sure.
Sho-chan, please tell me what you think about me, oh no, about my hands.
"Nino~ my right hand is freezing, it's so cold!!"
His voice pulls me back to the reality. Now I remember I am walking home with him.
"Your hand looks warm, just lend me for a while~~"
Again? Recently you have borrowed my hand so often, you know.
However, I still let him hold my hand.
"Ah so warm~ kuuh~~"
"Ne..." If I don't ask him right now, maybe I won't have chance to ask again.
"Huhm?"
"You said that you had a fetish of pads of hands, right?"
"Uhm! And your hands are my favorite!"
"Then what if you find out a pair of hands cuter than mine?" Somehow my heart twitches a bit. If he answers he will play with those hands too, I will-
"There is no way that I can find a pair of hand cuter than yours. Yours are cutest, for me"
"I said if, what if!"
"I don't care about it. I just like yours. There is no fun if I play with another pair of hands not belong to you"
I can't talk back a word. His answer made me so satisfied and happy that I can't help smiling. As if Sho always knows what I want to hear, can I say it is telepathy?
"By the way, may I ask why you still hold my hand? Are your hands still cold?"
I just asked what I thought. But this time I feel like I am just an innocent child for asking such a stupid question. Sho turns his face away. I don’t know what an expression he makes, all I can see is the tip of his ear redder and redder.
"Can I hold your hand... a little longer?"
My heart somehow stopped for a moment. He isn't just cute but very cute.
I don't say anything but squeeze his hand hard.
And then we keep holding each other hand until we reach my apartment.
If I knew a word ‘still’ could make Sho change his answer, I would add it in my question earlier.
The end
P.S: Is it okay everyone? >_____<
Comments are LOVED
Pairing: Sakumiya
Rating: PG, fluff, romance
Disclaimer: Sho and Nino are not mine. They are JE’s boys.
Summary: Nino always wonders why Sho likes to hold his hands.
A/N: Hello everyone!!! It’s me, long time no see >__< I really hope this time I can keep writing fic about our beloved bias - Sakumiya for a looong time. I worry about this fic somehow… please forgive me if I made any mistake in this fic, my English have problems these days T^T
***
That is weird.
Since the very first time, I’ve always asked Sho why he held my hands. There are many times I asked him that I can’t remember exactly how many times. But the answers are always the same.
***
That is the first time he held my hands.
“You know, Nino, my fetish is a pad of hand. And your pads of hands are so squishy, totally likes what I love”
So that was a reason. If he mentions about fetish, then I can’t say anything more about that… I always felt that was quite weird though…
Somehow, I didn’t feel annoyed at all as my hands were squeezed by Sho. Besides, he just squeezed my hands for several minutes, so I had nothing to reject.
***
That is the nth time he held my hands.
“Nino~~~ I’m boring”
Sho lied on the sofa which I was also sitting playing games and conveniently laid his head on my thighs.
“Huhm? Boring? Do you want to play game with me?” That was what I really thought.
“Mou~ I’m bad at playing game. I want you play with you” My eyes was concentrating on my DS so I just heard Sho’s chuckle. Now when I think back then, it might be I missed an expression on his face.
“Play with me? I don’t think I’m so much fun for you to play with” Isn’t it so obvious?
"No no no, pause your game and I will tell you what I can play with you"
That time, what he said making me curious, so I paused my game. Immediately, Sho caught my right hand and squeezed it hard.
"Ittai!"
"Ah! Sorry sorry, does it hurt so much? I don't mean to hurt you"
Actually I was a bit hurt, but as his worried look was so cute, I didn't mind anymore. I wasn't hurt but also felt happy. Sho was always like that, so caring.
Then, I shook my head with a smile on my lips.
"Let me make the hurt fly away" Before I could ask what he wanted to do, Sho kissed my palm "Hurt, fly away, hurt, fly away. Let my baby smile. Smile~" He said that then kissed and stroke my palm lightly as if my palm was something could be broken anytime, just like a baby.
I couldn't keep my laugh any longer. I laughed out loud and unconsciously patted his forehead.
"See, you are laughing. Playing with me is fun, right? When you are happy, I'm happy too"
"You are so hopeless, Sho-chan"
Sho stopped his track all of sudden, then stared at me in disbelieve. I didn't know what happened, so I stared him back.
"This is the first time you call me Sho-chan"
"Oh now you've mentioned it..." Really? I had never thought of that thing, that day too, I just unconsciously called him Sho-chan, I didn't mean to. But seeing him happy like a child got candy from his mom, I thought I had done right.
"If you like it, I will call you Sho-chan from now on"
"Yup! Oh no, don't do that!" What's with that attitude?!!
"Why? You don't like it?" For some reasons I didn't know, I really felt irritated.
"Of course I like it! But just call me Sho-chan when we are alone like this time. I don't want to be called like that in front of many people"
He blushed. The way he blushed making me feel satisfied, I used to wonder why but didn’t really care.
So I let him play with my hands for a while until he fell asleep. Poor him, being an idol while studying at university every day. That was so tired for sure.
***
That was a time I told him that I hated my hands.
"It's so cute, why can you hate your own hands"
Sho frowned. I thought the one should be frustrated was me, not him...
"Doesn't it look so ugly? Like a hamburger, Leader's hands are so beautiful. And yours are so manly, I want a pair of manly hands like yours"
"But no one wants to squeeze my hands. At least you have me who always like to play with your hand, right?"
"But it looks..."
"Hamburger is good. When I'm hungry I can imagine your hamburger hands as the real thing and lick them to ease the hungry feeling"
"Aww you are dirty Sho-chan!!" I cried out when he was about to lick my palms. Sometimes I didn't know what I was thinking. He did dirty things but I blushed hard. I told him stop but somewhere in my head would be angry if he stopped what he was doing.
Sho-chan was a good guy, he always did everything to make me happy.
***
This is weird as these days I start thinking much about Sho. He really has a fetish of squishy pads of hands. I saw him touched some of our junior hands because he thought their hands were cute.
As expected, hamburger hands are nothing good. He just said that was cute because he didn't want me to feel sad. I know it...
But I still let him play with my hands whenever he can.
Maybe because my ugly hands are kind of rare so he likes to play with. It's no wonder that one day when he finds out one better than mine, he won't squeeze my hands anymore.
I really want to ask him what I'm thinking is right or not. But I don't have gut to ask.
I used to think that if he stopped playing with my hands and said it ugly, what should I do? I feel hurt. If I have to say, a feeling when he squeezes my hands is so good as if I get massaged from him. If he ignores my hands, I will miss his hands and all the moments .he played with my hands for sure.
Sho-chan, please tell me what you think about me, oh no, about my hands.
"Nino~ my right hand is freezing, it's so cold!!"
His voice pulls me back to the reality. Now I remember I am walking home with him.
"Your hand looks warm, just lend me for a while~~"
Again? Recently you have borrowed my hand so often, you know.
However, I still let him hold my hand.
"Ah so warm~ kuuh~~"
"Ne..." If I don't ask him right now, maybe I won't have chance to ask again.
"Huhm?"
"You said that you had a fetish of pads of hands, right?"
"Uhm! And your hands are my favorite!"
"Then what if you find out a pair of hands cuter than mine?" Somehow my heart twitches a bit. If he answers he will play with those hands too, I will-
"There is no way that I can find a pair of hand cuter than yours. Yours are cutest, for me"
"I said if, what if!"
"I don't care about it. I just like yours. There is no fun if I play with another pair of hands not belong to you"
I can't talk back a word. His answer made me so satisfied and happy that I can't help smiling. As if Sho always knows what I want to hear, can I say it is telepathy?
"By the way, may I ask why you still hold my hand? Are your hands still cold?"
I just asked what I thought. But this time I feel like I am just an innocent child for asking such a stupid question. Sho turns his face away. I don’t know what an expression he makes, all I can see is the tip of his ear redder and redder.
"Can I hold your hand... a little longer?"
My heart somehow stopped for a moment. He isn't just cute but very cute.
I don't say anything but squeeze his hand hard.
And then we keep holding each other hand until we reach my apartment.
If I knew a word ‘still’ could make Sho change his answer, I would add it in my question earlier.
The end
P.S: Is it okay everyone? >_____<
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