im trying to build castles of sand around myself in which to hide. i want to hide. from everyone ( Read more... )

feels good, it really does. kinda feel proud of myself. by doing absofuckinglutely nothing over the past 2 months i got back 3 emails that made my day. actually the entire year ( Read more... )

i just wanted to let you know that. hm. the entire thing turns out to be just bad ( Read more... )

heh. we had dinner together. i mean tamara & me, him & this other girl, apparently *just a friend*. he has no friends. he has no life now, from what i've heard.

he looked gorgeous. as usual. just in my eyes. again.

why do you behave as i am the most hateful person on this planet. i mean. why. do you. hate me. is that one of your self-defense ( Read more... )

this school year. it feels just like. i gtg. leave. escape. go somewhere ELSE ( Read more... )

it was fun, oh yes, it was fun. a random improvised party in my room ( Read more... )

well. last week was a PANEMONIUM ( Read more... )

last nite we watched american pie 1-2-3 in a row. with a little pause for Little Britain. and for some tasty turkish pizza & loads of fries at like 2am ( Read more... )

oh well. i am really trying to study, performing my deepest efforts. i cant. my thoughts are just a maze right now. i had a little talk w tam tam on msn. and not that i really got to a conclusion. everything is the same. everyday is exactly the same ( Read more... )

was last nite, as an anti-prom event. it was outside, in between the wall and the g-unit, and although it was freezing cold, it turned out to be a pretty fun thing. bondfire, alcohol, good music etc. and then chris me and vida decided to run and get some shots of sljivovica (typical serbian vodka), the one chris got as a present from balkans. ( Read more... )