So it's about 3:28 in the morning here and I'm still up and thinking about how my dad is leaving to go back home to Trinidad later today. He's going without my mom and my mother is floundering a bit at that, but she doesn't want to go back. She likes it here in the US. I can't help feeling abandoned even though I'm long past the age of being a ( Read more... )

I have no job now and I'm freaking the fuck out. How the hell am I going to pay my bills at the end of this month? God, I'm even thinking about harvesting my eggs, but have no clue how to go about doing that. I'm stressed out and upset all the time and now I have two gray hairs. I'm 29! I don't want gray hairs now ( Read more... )

It seems I'm just waiting lately. Waiting for my dad to leave. Waiting for me to find another form of employment. Waiting for my side business to really take off. Waiting for news on my sick uncle. Waiting for me to find my soulmate. Waiting for a new president. Waiting for this horrible writer's strike to just friggin' end already. Waiting ( Read more... )

dreambastion and asinnerofsorts, thanks for trying to cheer me up. I've been kind of out of lately but there's not much anyone can do until my life sorts itself out. Also, Angel, I am very sorry I missed wishing you a "Happy Birthday". I hope your day was wonderful, hon ( Read more... )