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Aug 06, 2008 14:52

I think I got a job. Sweet. It's at Sun Harvest, which is this nifty little organic health foods grocery store. It's really close and has a really nice atmosphere, and the manager I've been going and talking to is fantastically nice. They have to do a background check first, but I am prettttyyy confident that I am gonna get this.
And once I have a job, Drew says he will look around and try to buy me a car. Mega sweet.
This could not possibly happen at a better time. Ever since I broke up with Jeremy, I have been unspeakably depressed. There are a few highlights, but under it all, I can't keep from being sad. Everything, every little thing, reminds me of him, and everything breaks my heart. So this is definitely wonderful timing.
Every morning, I feel a little less horrible about this break up than the day before. I hope things will get better for Jeremy, too. He still means so much to me.
I wish I had more memories from when we were first dating. Those days now seem especially amazing.

In other news, I am taking commissions, which is uhhh. Bogglesomely nerve-wracking and exciting. I have some pretty fabulous online friends, though, and a few of them are promising me their business in the near future. Pretty fucking exciting. I love all of them completely.

I spend almost all of the time that I'm by myself either singing or humming this song. Unless. A different song is playing. Obviously.

I have a ridiculously painful lump under my armpit. I am reasonably certain it's from my bra underwire pressing into that spot so much, especially when I'm sitting down and sort of hunched up, but it still makes me a little nervous. It hurts less than it did this morning, though, a lot less. Which is nice. I don't think I'll go to the doctor about it. Ahahh I don't even have health insurance, so.

Lately I am ssssort of sick of skinny girls. Er, well that is a poor way to put it. I am just so into meaty girls, into not-skinny girls. Guys too, really. Meat meatmeatmeat. I picked up this book of nude models at Book People and it made me uhhh sort of unreasonably irritated because all of the women in it were thin and hot. Some of them were interesting looking, but none of them were. Y'know. Curvy. One or two of the guys were average, but. Urrgghhh.



Boyysysssss wut you doannn.



Eeeuurrr.



The Whiskey Song by The Doors pleases me into forever.



Eeeemooooo.



Free request on SSO.



Same. Except ugh they requested fanart. So this is uhhh Issun from Okami lolihatethispicture.



Same.



Same.



New character. He is supposed to be Japanese. 3:



I am unfathomably smug over this picture lol go home Taylor.



Plummmpppp. 8d



Lol some dong I made up with a magic eight ball to give to Nat's dude who she made up with a magic eight ball. He is like uhhh. A surly actor.



Lol this is obbvv not art, uhhh. Have a picture of my friends from when I was a freshman lol.

patrick wolf, art, job, break up, jeremy, commissions, pictures, photos, pain

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