so. wow.

[nightsfog]

I broke up with Jeremy uhh day before yesterday. ): It was probably the hardest, shittiest thing I've ever done and I cried so much that day. I sometimes feel like it might have been a mistake, but I know why I did it and I still believe it was the right thing to do. And if it really was a mistake and if we're really meant to be together, then someday, we'll be together again. Maybe. I don't know. I'm not sure of anything except that I believe that this will be what's best for both of us and that it needed to happen. It's just. Really fucking hard.
Jeremy and I are still on good terms, though, we've talked both casually and seriously since then. And we're sad, yes, really fucking sad, but surviving.
Sometimes I feel like my heart is breaking.