Bummed out.

[nicole_is_bossy]

I'm just a little upset. My boy was supposed to be coming back out this way sometime this week. First, it was supposed to be Tuesday. Then it changed to Wednesday. And then it changed again to Thursday. But now he can't come because he's over drafted plus neither one of us have gas money to get him out here. I really wanted to see him again, at least before Christmas. And it's not even the fact I won't see him for three weeks (if he doesn't make it back out here one more time), but that we never really get to spend that much time together during the holidays. Like last year, we didn't get to see each other and exchange gifts. And we didn't even get to spend New Years together last year. Then, of course, the same thing happens this year. It really bums me out. He's going to South Carolina for the hundredth time. He's going to be there up until January 5th. But yeah, all my friends are spending their new years with their boyfriends/girlfriends except. And that's one of my favorite holidays because you get to dress up and have a bunch of fun, then kiss your boo at midnight when the ball drops. I, of course, don't get to do that, again, for the second year in a row. Grrrrrrr. I just really wish he could make it out here today and stay until like Monday, like we had discussed. I'm just really quite bummed.

P.S.- My mom was evening going to drive me out to the Burg this afternoon so I'd be there to see/hangout with him.