update.

[nicole_is_bossy]

ok, so bad things have to happen before they get good again, but man, it's been a little rough. got in that car accident with my ma'. then saw renae/lem out saturday night. lem and i talked (which i guess could be a good thing, but not really). i'm 23, don't want to waste my time on fake people and fake things. then my mom's cat died today. she's been sick for awhile, but she gave out today. i guess she's no longer in pain. i guess things could be worse, a lot worse. and it's the holiday season, i should be thankful for the things/people i have. and i am, of course, i am. but hope things start to look up, just a little bit.

one thing i am extremely excited about, dexter. new episode tonight.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qYd8NIksGPU#watch-main-area

p.s.- i want this for christmas: http://store.globalgrind.com/ProductDetails.aspx?p=59421