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So yesterday I had half a can of Pepsi because my dad gave it to me when we went to a movie and I would have felt bad if I didn't drink at least some of it. Then I went to my friend who was having people over for a bonfire and I binged on chips and marshmellows. I felt like crap when I got home and was going to work out till I could die but I was already so tired so I did some leg lifts and went to bed. Well as you can guess I woke up feeling gross and discusting but then realized that I started my period so that's one of the good excuse I have at the moment. I'm too scared to step on the scale though cuz I'm gunna weigh more from the binge yesterday and from having my period. I've decided that I'm not weighing myself until right before I leave for my friends cabin cuz that's gunna be either Saturday or Sunday, so at the end of my period. I'm on a fruit and veggie fast today and tomorrow and I'm drinking tons of ice water so I'll lose lots of weight even during my period hopefully. I normally feel really depressed when I wake up after binging the day before, but I actually feel hopeful and like this fast is going to help a lot. I'm actually kinda excited. Plus, I'm working 23.5 hours Monday-Friday this week and most of those shifts are through supper till 11pm so I won't have a chance to eat...and I'll be moving around a lot cuz I work at Arbys (it's so unbelievably crappy there, but aren't all fast food places?) and I'm closing so I'll have lots of cleaning to do. That'll burn a lot of calories. And then I'll be so tired from it that I'll go right to sleep and hopefully sleep most of the day so I won't have a chance to eat, so I'll go to work on an empty stomach, then come home and crash. Well I gotta go do laundry and then take a shower so I can get ready for work tonight.