This is a shorty but a goody ( Read more... )

As background info, I have recently come home from college and am living back in San Diego ( Read more... )

I feel detached.

Ok, I'm at hour 60 of my sleep deprivation journey. I'm already past the hallucination stage and an at a point where whatever I stare at begins to morph as if it were liquid, kinda trippy. I'm planning on going to bed tonight so I won't be trying for a personal best, although this certainly does take the cake, aside from the fact I'm still ( Read more... )

Wow, this new setup actually makes me want to update. I didn't realize how the aesthetics of a LiveJournal would capcitate further use. Who would have thought! Still coming off a constant amphentamine high for the day. I need to finish this paper before I crash, otherwise, it's a long trek back to the room for a re-boost. I dunno why I writing ( Read more... )

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hmm. wow, feeling really great. a little hopped up on dextroamphetemines though. Not a very bad thing if I might say so myself. I don't know how to explain, everything seemed so clear when they started kicking in. I had the BEST conversation of my life when I called Meredith at eleven. I then proceeded to talk for roughly five hours straight ( Read more... )

It's pretty clear to me, at this point in my life, that without the help of outside guidance, the human being is, in itself, a capsule of self worthlessness. Without those outside forces effecting it, it goes nowhere and mal developes into nothingness. So what are the right influences? This generation certainly going nowhere fast. When there's ( Read more... )

I'm done.

(1) Your gender: male ( Read more... )