arse up/
well, that is it. it's time for me to do one of my top ten things. look for a new job.
it seems things have gotten far. messier. lately here. and i am sick of it. work really shouldn't be a place where all you get is criticism, where all your effort is completely ignored, and the only comment you get most of the time is regarding your clothing. i am really, really sick of it, and if A leaves, which it looks like she will, so will i. god, i hate looking for work. i really, really hate it.
this really makes me feel so much better about my life at the moment. i love work. i love my little bookstore. but, there is No Way i am just going to sit here, having our arses kicked over trivial things, without Any of the effort we go to being acknoledged. am sick of it. so so sick of it. i am putting in for Dream Job at folio books. i have amazing experience from here, and i am good at what i do. i can sell the pants off books.
insomnia is foul. it's always a bad sign, when i am still awake at midnight. staring at the wall. hm. wall. very flat. very. wallish.
it seems things have gotten far. messier. lately here. and i am sick of it. work really shouldn't be a place where all you get is criticism, where all your effort is completely ignored, and the only comment you get most of the time is regarding your clothing. i am really, really sick of it, and if A leaves, which it looks like she will, so will i. god, i hate looking for work. i really, really hate it.
this really makes me feel so much better about my life at the moment. i love work. i love my little bookstore. but, there is No Way i am just going to sit here, having our arses kicked over trivial things, without Any of the effort we go to being acknoledged. am sick of it. so so sick of it. i am putting in for Dream Job at folio books. i have amazing experience from here, and i am good at what i do. i can sell the pants off books.
insomnia is foul. it's always a bad sign, when i am still awake at midnight. staring at the wall. hm. wall. very flat. very. wallish.