i am getting ready for tonight, my last night in town. cheryl called zach.... who called me to ask if she could come... which made me sad and upset (yet happy at the same time). then zach basically shot down my plans for tonight, expressing his distaste for them.... why can't he just realize that this is my last night... i know that i might not ( Read more... )

i know that it has been a while since my last update... and here are some points of thought ( Read more... )

I read "The Notebook," and it has become my favorite book. My old favorite book was another Nicholas Sparks book (Suzanne's diary for Nicholas), but this book far surpasses the other. It is beautifully written... and poignant. It made me think about life... and love.. and how unhappy I am with how I am living my life. It made me think about ( Read more... )

china was amazing. this trip was so much better than the one i took last year. I am soooooooooo tired. I'll write about it later. I may be up at GFC on saturday... but i don't know yet.

i'm really upset and depressed and i can't quite figure out why. I kind of regret getting them together (all 4 of them) but i'm a horrible person for regretting it. I used to have 1 friend, and a group of friends... and then i had 2 groups of friends, which made me feel as if i really belong.... and now the groups have merged, and i don't know ( Read more... )

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This weekend was Spring Kallah, and I am very upset that my NFTY career is over. I am no longer Ms. NFTY TOR, and that is depressing. School sucked today for no reason other than it CANNOT compare to NFTY. I miss everyone SOOOOOO much. On the bus ride home, we had a tire blowout, and we were stranded at a baptist church for a while, and the ( Read more... )

I was rejected from GW. I am upset about facing this rejection. I hate rejection... it sucks in every way shape and form. This rejection is especially upsetting, because baber got into GW. It doesn't make sense to me. My GPA is higher, my SATs are higher, and we are equal in extra-curriculars. AND I DON'T HAVE BLC ON MY RECORD! (even though ( Read more... )

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rejection makes me feel so substandard. I feel like crap. Acceptance = 3, Rejection = 2. and one rejection letter was from a school i seriously thought i'd get into. If i didn't get in there, i don't even want to think about my chances at tufts. seriously depressed about college. (although I keep telling myself that I am going to Puget Sound, ( Read more... )