nfty

Apr 19, 2005 00:59

This weekend was Spring Kallah, and I am very upset that my NFTY career is over. I am no longer Ms. NFTY TOR, and that is depressing. School sucked today for no reason other than it CANNOT compare to NFTY. I miss everyone SOOOOOO much. On the bus ride home, we had a tire blowout, and we were stranded at a baptist church for a while, and the TEFTY baby was screaming, so the busride was NOT the best.

I think that was the last time i am going to be at GFC. I may return to be a counselor in summer of 06, but i'm not sure. GFC is my home. I grew up there, and I remember when the Chadar was built, and when the melachim village was built. I have so many memories there, and I experienced so many firsts there. First kiss, second kiss, mountain biking experience, first mudfight, first REAL complete Shabbat celebration, the list goes on and on. A part of my life, and a part of my heart seem to be missing. GFC no longer belongs to me. I love that place so much. While it was hard to leave my friends, it was harder to leave camp. Is it wrong to feel so strongly about a place? I can't describe the feelings I have when driving the familiar roads to get to GFC, and finally entering through the gates. The closest I can come to describing it is this : It's an overwhelming peace, a sense of security, and above all, a sense of belonging.

BIO II is overwhelming at the moment. AP studying, cat dissection, animal packet, ch 33-35 take home quiz, ch 21 test, human pathways essays, the fly lab... the list goes on and on.

for old time sake..... STOMP clap STOMP clap STOMP clap STOMP clap......awwwww.
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