Take A Chance You Stupid Hoe
So I guess every day is just a fucking waste of my time right? Yeah, I sorta thought the same thing too. And now, amazingly, my theory was proved correct. Why do I bother to get up every morning and return to this hellish place where everybody's the same, everything's the same and it's all the same bullshit that they shove down our throats and just expect us to take it all in like we're fucking wanting to be there anyway! Funny story assholes. I don't know, maybe I'm just too cynical and too much of a pessimistic bitch. But only half of me says that. The other half is screaming at me that I have a right to be this way....that I should do it more often. Because I realize day in and day out that all the douchebags at Olentangy are just lookin to get theirs. Fuck what anybody else might need or what anybody else might say because god forbid you actually fucking listen to somebody who might be brighter than you. Which, for Olentangy, I'd have to say that just about everybody at the school is brighter than the next person. So I guess technically it's an endless circle of nothing...? You ask why I feel this way. Mainly has to do with one person whom most people know of but don't know. I guess I just never really even considered the fact that this person could be just like everyone else. That he too could be an asshole and fuck people over left and right. Not saying that he has but I know he's capable of it. And it's odd that suddenly, what I feel means nothing to anybody outside of these 4 walls. I give up. I can't make everybody happy-especially those who matter the most. I don't want this godforsaken and totally worthless life anymore. Whoever said that it gets better, anyway? Because 10 to 1 says that that person never had any severe problems in their life...anyway-nobody's home and I do believe that the mota upstairs needs to be smoked...
"You're just what I needed..." >The Carrs<