When I think about rain...
...I thought people were full of shit when they would constantly say that everything would get better with time. You know, just grin and bear it. Well what if I didn't wanna fucking bear it? What if the only thing I wanted to do was freak out and slash my wrists? That wasn't an option for me ever though. Yeah, I might talk about it but do you honestly think I'd have the balls to do? Hell no. Everytime I think about it lately, I'll see that I do have a lot more here to live for than I believe. And times might not always be terrific and I might not always get my way but I got 2 more years and I'm outta here. But if I gotta be stuck in this shithole with all these assholes, then I'm gonna make what I can out of it. And Loopy knows exactly where I'm coming from here. Loopy-we've been through so much together. From my mom fucking go insane all the way to boys like Alex and Brennan (sorta eye opening encounters if you will) Nobody could replace you. Even if they did look like you and threw grapes at me beside a pool like you do...it just wouldn't be the same knowing that they wouldn't find it as funny as you would. Oh and we of course can't forget the times being high with Jose and begging him for chinese. That's the shit I wanna remember when we're living somewhere in Europe way away from my family, your family and all these dickheads here. I love you and nothing will ever change that. So here I am in Newark, Granville if you wanna get technical, listening to Pieces by Sum 41 and watching my 2 baby brothers Craig and Kyle make something out of what they're given in life...and they're gonna be here awhile so more power to them...
"Let's light a match to these dynamite dreams..." >The Explosion<