Black Magic Woman
So I have to wonder what the point is anymore? You try to help and they shit all over you. So I say fuck it. Why bother with trying to help out somebody who doesn't wanna hear it yet comes to you everytime. And then they wanna turn it around to make it look like it's your fault. That's cool....whatever you know? I won't argue about it anymore because I think that we both have better things to waste our time doing. And by the way, I think it's even better when they say that you're never there for them...mmhmm. Interesting observation since I've been here for quite some fucking time. However when the situation you're arguing about hasn't changed in the past few months, it's like listening to a broken record, skipping and it never reaches the end of the song. Yeah and I know I'm being obvious about who I'm talking about and if she reads this, she's gonna know it's her. But I don't care. She already knows all this shit anyway so why should it matter if I shove it into the public eye? It shouldn't matter at all. And nobody knows what the fuck I'm talking about anyway. And it's not like this is some huge thing that I'm gonna go run and tell everybody about. But it just pisses me off that I'm her best friend and when I try to tell her that she shouldn't expect anything big to happen, she turns it around and says that when she needs me the most I'm too fucking little minded to listen. Hmm-you're not entirely wrong, yet you are at the same time. If it were something that I hadn't been hearing for the past month or so, it would of been a bigger deal. And she wasn't gonna tell me what happened anyway...yet they just expect sympathy because they feel like shit. Yeah I'm fucking like that too...but I at least tell people why I feel that way. I don't just expect them to know what happened and then get all pissed off when they don't tell me what I want to hear. I care, but I don't. Especially when it comes to him....
Other than that-nothing. Got stoned Friday night with some of the best fucking people in the world. It was so awesome and thanks to a certain somebody for letting us totally destroy your kitchen when the munchies hit us at about 9:30...it was well worth it my friend, well worth it. Ah, well I think that it's time for somebody to go slice her wrists and bleed into her bathtub...yes you guessed correctly, her is me.
"I was knee deep in a sick love..." >The Exies<