Pictures?
I know I'm being stupid, but I have been procrastinating posting pictures so that I can keep track of my progress.
To be blunt, I only have a couple of pictures of myself because I hate getting my picture taken. Looking at pictures just makes me feel bad because I have let myself get to the way I am right now. What's worse is looking at pictures where I am a relatively normal weight. I get frustrated because I have gained so much weight in such a short amount of time.
I hate going out in public because I am afraid that I will bump into someone from high school and they will tell everyone how fat I've gotten. I hate bumping into people I know from high school because I know that they can see how my body has changed for the worse.
Perhaps the real reason I haven't been posting pictures of my progress is because I am afraid that after a few months of work, I won't be able to see a difference.
Either way, I need to post the pictures, whether I am happy with them or not. Even if I can't see a difference today, I might be able to see it as I continue to work at it.
This is me last summer. I'm not sure how much I weigh, but my starting weight in the middle of January was 296. Maybe I weighed more?
This is a photo of me that I took today. I'm not the most photogenic person, and the way I'm holding my head gives me a massive double chin. Hurray for double chins! :/
To be blunt, I only have a couple of pictures of myself because I hate getting my picture taken. Looking at pictures just makes me feel bad because I have let myself get to the way I am right now. What's worse is looking at pictures where I am a relatively normal weight. I get frustrated because I have gained so much weight in such a short amount of time.
I hate going out in public because I am afraid that I will bump into someone from high school and they will tell everyone how fat I've gotten. I hate bumping into people I know from high school because I know that they can see how my body has changed for the worse.
Perhaps the real reason I haven't been posting pictures of my progress is because I am afraid that after a few months of work, I won't be able to see a difference.
Either way, I need to post the pictures, whether I am happy with them or not. Even if I can't see a difference today, I might be able to see it as I continue to work at it.
This is me last summer. I'm not sure how much I weigh, but my starting weight in the middle of January was 296. Maybe I weighed more?
This is a photo of me that I took today. I'm not the most photogenic person, and the way I'm holding my head gives me a massive double chin. Hurray for double chins! :/