its been a while.....
well hello journal! i havent been on here in a long ass time, im outa bed doin nothin so i might as well update. Brandi just texted me tellin me that its rainin at lyman right now and that they havent done anything, i told her it sucks lol, too bad im not there with them, well at least im here warm in my house then in the rain tho lol. i had a lot of issues with rotc this past 2 weeks, but im too lazy to type it out its too long of a story, if you wanna know u can check it out on myspace. anyways it turns out that i may be back on the team, i first i had doubts that the girls would want me back, but most of them do :) it puts a smile on my face i least i know they miss me, cuz i sure as hell miss them, well then i guess ill be at districts, states and nationals so thats kick ass! lol i love drillin man thats the only things i know how to do best.ummm.. patty came over last weekend, it was fun hangin out with her, it had been a while since we ever did i missed he so much! maybe we can do it more often, i miss my ld friends man, especially alex him and i were so crazy together, and we had a great friendship too! but we dont speak that much anymore since im always with rotc and hes still with our old friends...oh yeah i talked to my girl dianira the other day, man that girl is something we been friends since FOREVER since 2nd grade wow i miss her i think ima cry my guts out when i see her when i go to el salvador hahaha man i cant wait!
well hmmmm what else can i tell u..? oh yeah! im suppose to smoke some weed with riyaz soon, i saw his bowl the other day in his car its pretty cool lookin, he said he bought it in south africa on christmas. yeah ok im not a pothead but but i got curious on weed, i guess hearin daniel and scott talk about it got me wantin to try it, oh by the way speakin of daniel, him and i are doin great i guess we are finally where he wanted us to be, and it feels AWESOME he are boyfr and girlfr, but at the sametime we are are great friends, i want us to be bestfriends, and it will happen just with more time :) i love him so much and he knows that too. we always talk about bein together for the rest of our lives....its that bad? i mean are we actin silly by sayin that? well i want to be with him, i seriously want him to be the only man in my life, first and last... and the same goes for him but only time will tell, the only thing i know its that i love him NOW and i dont wanna loose him EVER!.........oh yeah more good news! im goin to miami on the 15th of feb and they are gonna tell us whether we get our residentcy or not....omg im so excited but yet nervous, i need to become a resident like PRONTO! ppl think im illegal but im not, im legal cuz i have my social sec and good papers to be here i just cant leave the country ..its hard to explain... well the point is that IM NOT illegal so get it right.
well im starvin so bad right now, i think ima go and get some food....the phones ringin that must be my cousin hopefully we go to breakfast im cravin an omelette well ill tty guys later
cya
well hmmmm what else can i tell u..? oh yeah! im suppose to smoke some weed with riyaz soon, i saw his bowl the other day in his car its pretty cool lookin, he said he bought it in south africa on christmas. yeah ok im not a pothead but but i got curious on weed, i guess hearin daniel and scott talk about it got me wantin to try it, oh by the way speakin of daniel, him and i are doin great i guess we are finally where he wanted us to be, and it feels AWESOME he are boyfr and girlfr, but at the sametime we are are great friends, i want us to be bestfriends, and it will happen just with more time :) i love him so much and he knows that too. we always talk about bein together for the rest of our lives....its that bad? i mean are we actin silly by sayin that? well i want to be with him, i seriously want him to be the only man in my life, first and last... and the same goes for him but only time will tell, the only thing i know its that i love him NOW and i dont wanna loose him EVER!.........oh yeah more good news! im goin to miami on the 15th of feb and they are gonna tell us whether we get our residentcy or not....omg im so excited but yet nervous, i need to become a resident like PRONTO! ppl think im illegal but im not, im legal cuz i have my social sec and good papers to be here i just cant leave the country ..its hard to explain... well the point is that IM NOT illegal so get it right.
well im starvin so bad right now, i think ima go and get some food....the phones ringin that must be my cousin hopefully we go to breakfast im cravin an omelette well ill tty guys later
cya