competition! county
well today was good i guess, i just got home like 30 minutes ago bobo and steven hung over here for a bit, to see if i was gonna go to the movies with them and the others to see harry potter, i really didnt feel like goin, so i just didnt go, also that my mom wasnt pickin up the phone and i couldnt just go, i had to aske her for permission. but oh well.
competition was good in a way(depends what u call good) the guys are definitly screwed tho, they are mos def not goin to nationals, palmetto won like every event first place trophies which is gay, we did a really good job i dont get it..? OH and check this shit out, my event platoon ex got 2nd!!!?!! WTF i mean that was the BEST ive seen outa my gurls, no drops, good bearin preformance, a lil few mess ups but thats ok, and PALMETTO got FIRST!! WTF....! ARGH!! i like ignored the trophy the whole freakin way home, its fukin bullshit i dont want it, i mean i know im soundin kinda like arrogant about it, but i mean that was a great performance, but oh well i guess im just takin things too far out. bobo and i were havin such a good time tho, like her and i just acted dumb as hell while we were waitin for the scores, listenin to music thru my cd player, and just singin our oh nananana song! haha kick ass, i love her<3 she so awesome, i wish that last year her and i wouldve been this close like now, shes like so kool, i love her charisma and sense of humor, bobo if u ever read this UR AWESOME! i luv u douche bag! haha.
...que solo por un beso
se puede enamorar
sin nesecidad de hablarse
solo los labios rosarse, cupido
los flechara..
Y solo por un beso, con ella soy feliz
que tansolo con un besito,
me llevo al infinito, y ni siquiera la
conosco bien.
Un beso significa amistad, sexo y amor
en cualquier parte del mundo
no importa la religion...
Por un beso de su boca, voy al cielo hablo
con Dios, alcanso las estrellas de
EMOCION.....
aww i felt like writtin does lyrics, thats an amazin song, its so sweet, its by one of my favorie bachata(genre) singers, i remember that the first one to got me likin aventura(the singers) was victor, it brings back old memories, he burned one cd of only bachata songs, i still have it....him and i are friends now, everything is forgotten, we both went our separate ways, doin and startin our lives with different ppl, he knew that what he once with me, he would never have with anyone else, i mean at a point i thought that we had true love, but as a fukin ignorant dumbass i was a FUKIN STUPID IMBECILE to put up with all the shit he did behind my back that i later found out, and as a retard didnt say anything, just not to lose what i thought we had. he used me and i was grabbed and thrown like a rag various times, i was a fukin rebound to him he came back to me whenever he missed me or when he knew that if he got in a fight with his girlfr. he knew that the other stupid bitch (me) was always there to take him back .....ARGH!! i was so fukin stupid, i mean WHAT did i see in him, he wasnt cute, not attractive, i guess he just had a very special way on talkin to me, and makin me see things his way, i look back at this shit i did last year and i SO freakin regret, like over the summer daniel and i talked and were startin to be more close as friends, and when i finally had the chance to be with him the first time, i was so fukin STUPID on dumpin him and goin back with victor! WTF WAS A THIKIN!!?? omg i fuked up so bad, and i know that daniel and i are together now and we LOVE eachother VERY MUCH! i see that this is a small world, and that life does u like it wants...i do remember this past august i was at work on a saturday on my break, and he came to my mind for some reason, and since when daniel and i got back together in november i didnt hear anything from victor at all, well the point is that i came to wonder, if i were to see him again was i gonna feel happy ( like if i still felt something for him) or if it wasnt gotta matter, i mean when daniel and i started goin our first time thats what happened, i saw victor and i realized that i wasnt over him and that i couldnt be lyin to daniel nor to myself on what i fetl or THOUGHT i felt. well i was sittin on a table just restin and some one comes from behind and touches my shoulder, i turned around and it was victor, when i saw him, i was in full surprise, but u know what?? i didnt fell ANYTHING, and i mean i felt SOOOO great when i didnt, i mean we talked and asked eachother how life was treatin us, he asked me if i was still with daniel and i told him yes that i was, and he just said ..."well im happy for u, u didnt deserve the shit i did to u, im glad that hes makin u happy" i smile and i told him that i was happier then i ever thought i would be with anyone, then he asked me if i loved him, and i didnt know if i should just say yes, i mean c'mon! i didnt wanna make him feel like shit, or anything, but i had to be honest so i nodded and said yeah i am, and i knew that as soon as i said that he was gonna ask me this..." more then u ever did to me?" (shit man why did he have to ask me that)ah crap, i mean him and were on and off for almost 2 years, but i came to realized that i really wasnt in love with him i was obssesed, and i told him that, he didnt say anything. well we dropped that subject cuz there was no point on talkin about it, i mean i love daniel so freakin much, hes like everything to me, and i wouldnt do anything to hurt him in anyway, hes my angel and my soulmate, (i know it)but we went outside for a bit where his car was parked cuz he wanted to show me what he did to him eclipse he has, when he got it last year it was silver, not its blue with like flames, i never like the flames thing but it looked alright......but in other words, in a way that encounter with him helped a lot just to the fact that now i know that my feelins for him totally vanish completely, and that now every new one is to daniel, hes change me in a way, like hes just so sweet, and carin, looks at me with this cute eyes that i cant stop starin at all, hes so beautiful in the inside, hes dreams and hope are similar to mine, we are different but its ok, we argue, we make up, we talk and get things straight, honesty and faithfulness its what we both got.
well my mom and my stepdad are out to dinner so righ tnow im just sittin here typin, bored as hell, and just bein lame hahaha, man i had a good day today, got my gay ass trophy sittin in front of my, it makes me sick lookin at it.......oops! i jsut threw it across the bedroom, man im tired tho, i think i typed enough here ill ttyl guys some other day
peace
competition was good in a way(depends what u call good) the guys are definitly screwed tho, they are mos def not goin to nationals, palmetto won like every event first place trophies which is gay, we did a really good job i dont get it..? OH and check this shit out, my event platoon ex got 2nd!!!?!! WTF i mean that was the BEST ive seen outa my gurls, no drops, good bearin preformance, a lil few mess ups but thats ok, and PALMETTO got FIRST!! WTF....! ARGH!! i like ignored the trophy the whole freakin way home, its fukin bullshit i dont want it, i mean i know im soundin kinda like arrogant about it, but i mean that was a great performance, but oh well i guess im just takin things too far out. bobo and i were havin such a good time tho, like her and i just acted dumb as hell while we were waitin for the scores, listenin to music thru my cd player, and just singin our oh nananana song! haha kick ass, i love her<3 she so awesome, i wish that last year her and i wouldve been this close like now, shes like so kool, i love her charisma and sense of humor, bobo if u ever read this UR AWESOME! i luv u douche bag! haha.
...que solo por un beso
se puede enamorar
sin nesecidad de hablarse
solo los labios rosarse, cupido
los flechara..
Y solo por un beso, con ella soy feliz
que tansolo con un besito,
me llevo al infinito, y ni siquiera la
conosco bien.
Un beso significa amistad, sexo y amor
en cualquier parte del mundo
no importa la religion...
Por un beso de su boca, voy al cielo hablo
con Dios, alcanso las estrellas de
EMOCION.....
aww i felt like writtin does lyrics, thats an amazin song, its so sweet, its by one of my favorie bachata(genre) singers, i remember that the first one to got me likin aventura(the singers) was victor, it brings back old memories, he burned one cd of only bachata songs, i still have it....him and i are friends now, everything is forgotten, we both went our separate ways, doin and startin our lives with different ppl, he knew that what he once with me, he would never have with anyone else, i mean at a point i thought that we had true love, but as a fukin ignorant dumbass i was a FUKIN STUPID IMBECILE to put up with all the shit he did behind my back that i later found out, and as a retard didnt say anything, just not to lose what i thought we had. he used me and i was grabbed and thrown like a rag various times, i was a fukin rebound to him he came back to me whenever he missed me or when he knew that if he got in a fight with his girlfr. he knew that the other stupid bitch (me) was always there to take him back .....ARGH!! i was so fukin stupid, i mean WHAT did i see in him, he wasnt cute, not attractive, i guess he just had a very special way on talkin to me, and makin me see things his way, i look back at this shit i did last year and i SO freakin regret, like over the summer daniel and i talked and were startin to be more close as friends, and when i finally had the chance to be with him the first time, i was so fukin STUPID on dumpin him and goin back with victor! WTF WAS A THIKIN!!?? omg i fuked up so bad, and i know that daniel and i are together now and we LOVE eachother VERY MUCH! i see that this is a small world, and that life does u like it wants...i do remember this past august i was at work on a saturday on my break, and he came to my mind for some reason, and since when daniel and i got back together in november i didnt hear anything from victor at all, well the point is that i came to wonder, if i were to see him again was i gonna feel happy ( like if i still felt something for him) or if it wasnt gotta matter, i mean when daniel and i started goin our first time thats what happened, i saw victor and i realized that i wasnt over him and that i couldnt be lyin to daniel nor to myself on what i fetl or THOUGHT i felt. well i was sittin on a table just restin and some one comes from behind and touches my shoulder, i turned around and it was victor, when i saw him, i was in full surprise, but u know what?? i didnt fell ANYTHING, and i mean i felt SOOOO great when i didnt, i mean we talked and asked eachother how life was treatin us, he asked me if i was still with daniel and i told him yes that i was, and he just said ..."well im happy for u, u didnt deserve the shit i did to u, im glad that hes makin u happy" i smile and i told him that i was happier then i ever thought i would be with anyone, then he asked me if i loved him, and i didnt know if i should just say yes, i mean c'mon! i didnt wanna make him feel like shit, or anything, but i had to be honest so i nodded and said yeah i am, and i knew that as soon as i said that he was gonna ask me this..." more then u ever did to me?" (shit man why did he have to ask me that)ah crap, i mean him and were on and off for almost 2 years, but i came to realized that i really wasnt in love with him i was obssesed, and i told him that, he didnt say anything. well we dropped that subject cuz there was no point on talkin about it, i mean i love daniel so freakin much, hes like everything to me, and i wouldnt do anything to hurt him in anyway, hes my angel and my soulmate, (i know it)but we went outside for a bit where his car was parked cuz he wanted to show me what he did to him eclipse he has, when he got it last year it was silver, not its blue with like flames, i never like the flames thing but it looked alright......but in other words, in a way that encounter with him helped a lot just to the fact that now i know that my feelins for him totally vanish completely, and that now every new one is to daniel, hes change me in a way, like hes just so sweet, and carin, looks at me with this cute eyes that i cant stop starin at all, hes so beautiful in the inside, hes dreams and hope are similar to mine, we are different but its ok, we argue, we make up, we talk and get things straight, honesty and faithfulness its what we both got.
well my mom and my stepdad are out to dinner so righ tnow im just sittin here typin, bored as hell, and just bein lame hahaha, man i had a good day today, got my gay ass trophy sittin in front of my, it makes me sick lookin at it.......oops! i jsut threw it across the bedroom, man im tired tho, i think i typed enough here ill ttyl guys some other day
peace