Same as always
I havent posted in a long time, because lately its been the same thing over and over and I don't want to bother you guys with my problems. I went to homecomeing this weekend with Hannah. I wish I had never gone! It was so boring! All I did was stand around. Blah. Then after the dance we went to Linsey Mackells hotel party. Of course everyone was drinking. And I got to the point where I went outside because I needed somebody to talk to or something cause of all the drinking it was driving me nuts. So I called the first person that came to my mind I don't know why I thought of them but i just did and I called them but she didn't pick up, so I called trev and asked him if i could spend the night cause i couldnt handle being alone. He was like yeah sure. Then we left and I took Hannah home and we ended up kissing in the car before i left and usually i feel something but.... there was nothing. Hannah so much fun to hangout with and everything but when we kissed there was nothing. And I don't know what I'm going to do about that plus even the whole time i was with hannah I was still thinking about someone else and that bugs me the most cause I cant stop thinking about them no matter how hard i try. Why is life so hard.