Am I a bad person?
Today was the first day I felt happy in a long time! I really don't know why, but after a weekend full of drama I felt since I had gotten so much off my chest in my post the other day I just felt a lot better. But then between 3rd and 4th period Ashley came to me and gave me a note from Hannah. I read it and after I read it I felt like the biggest asshole in the world. I realize that by saying what I said in my post last night even though I didn't exspect her to read it I totally disregaurded all of her feelings by saying what I said. And I am sorry for that. I'm so glad she doesn't like hate me though. The note said basically that she was really sorry I didn't have fun at homecomeing and that she feels the same way and that she's glad we at least tried and hopes we can still be friends. I'm so glad that she feels that way cause she is an awesome person and I know she's going to make some guy really happy but I just can't ignore the way I feel. But I'm glad she wants to be friends cause she's awesome and I love hanging out with her. But I think because of the things I said I pissed some other people off. But you know what if that pissed you off you can kiss my ass cause I can't just ignore the way I feel. You have the complete right to be mad with the way I handled it I'm even mad at my-self for the way I acted but you can't exspect me to just ignore what I feel. There is one person in paticular that I think is mad at me. I hope your not I know you probably won't read this but please don't be mad. I feel like an ass hole right now and I probably deserve it so whatever. Thanks for reading! Why can't I just be happy why do I always have to be sad?