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Yeah, so long time no post.... like anyone really reads this. Anyway, Ive been crazy busy and dont even know where to start. Things came to an end with Justin and I sometime last week. When he made me cry for the 200th time and didnt care one bit, I realized that it was not worth it at all. I feel like such an idiot for lying to myself for the past few months and not pulling away from all the sadness I was put through. But, i guess it was just my turn to learn the hard way. I was being really hard on myself at first for being so fucking stupid, but I've come to realize that everyone needs to go through something like this atleast once. Hopefully I'll remember what it felt like and not get myself intot the same kind of situation again. Anyway, I'm going to LA for about 14 hrs this weekend, and Im way excited. Flying down there, party (woohoo), then come home at 6:30 am with a terrible rock star headache. Oh well, it'll be fun, Im sure. Anyway, I have to get to dance class now. Im taking 2 today, yay!