Funny it was, when I found out that the one that I've been writing about for a while now, is actually reading my posts here. It's a little harder for me to write about him. But I wont hold myself back from pooring out whatever I feel, cause I wouldn't have to hide it.
I know I can put my journals under a lock, so he wont be able to read it. But in ( Read more... )

I know, I know.. Long time no see..
And it would be of much use if I would write a little more. Cause there's so much going on, but I just can't find the words to spill it out. I'll probably even think when I'll read this back in a few months "she's nuts", or I might not even understand half of what I've been writing about.

But oka, now I'm here ( Read more... )

We all know that we suppose to believe in fairytales.. Just to keep your deepest desires and fantasies alive. "What can happen there, can happen here too." In the end, you never know..

But after all, they are and stay surreal. Just like reallife sometimes. Tho, the only thing I still wish for everytime, is that after bad and dark times, just like ( Read more... )

Whahahaha hear this; Girl walking to the mailbox at 2 am. No-one on the street exept for the girl and a car with 3 policemen. Girl gets orders to "hold it right there!", girl stops, runs around and walks towards the police car. "Why are you on the street at this hour?" Policemen asks. "I was posting 2 cards to friends over in America..That ( Read more... )

Omg, where to start...

Friday; today, Karin invited me over. Her hubby was out for the weekend, so she invited me over. My god how wonderful it is to feel welcome.. She's like a mom to me. The mom that I never had. And her kids are just like brothers and sister to me. They are so nice to me and that's something I really miss in everyday life, from ( Read more... )

What a week... Week? Where did the week go, btw?! I'm sure someone took tuseday and wednesday, cause yesterday it was monday, right ( Read more... )

I'm doing a great diet, that's high in protiens. It's not that I have to drop weight, but it's to keep away the hungry feeling and protiens will help with that.
This recipe is a very suitable one for that diet, and it's very tasty aswell! I wrote it down for my friend Lori.

( Chop, slice, dice, whisk and mix; this way! )

Hi LJ friends ( Read more... )

Not that we had anything.. like a relationship.. But we really did have SOMETHING.
It might be the problem that he started to love me and that he got scared that he actually did, cause he said wouldn't and couldn't.

But the reason he said he did so mean to me really, really broke my heart.

Monday a week ago, I was with him and it was like OMG, and ( Read more... )

Wow,... things went a bit too fast for me today ( Read more... )