A little better
I'm supposed to be asleep, but my mind is racing too much.. just like it has for the past week. Plus I'm enamored with my Psych professor, so I know I will stay awake in class. I also have to meet with my personal trainer tomorrow... umm today.. but I have so much frustration, I just think about that when I work out and I do better. I got over being angry.. because there are more important things to think about. Let me rephrase, I am still angry, but there are more important things going on so I am trying to put in the back of my mind. We can talk about it another time. I also just talked to my former roommate, which is why I am practically crying right now. But, thats not something I would write in my LJ about.
I really like my personal trainer. He is pretty atractive and makes verging on inappropriate jokes like "it's your first day of school, be sure to wear underwear." But then he doesn't really smile when he makes jokes, and I don't like that at all. Going to community college has been interesting. I like the variety of people in the classes, compared to Trinity. It is also interesting to take an intro class, since I haven't done that in quite awhile. Plus studying a "soft science" is totally different than something like history. My professor is amazing, because he is young and attractive, makes corny jokes and gets super excited about all the material we cover.
I also have a roommate and an apartment in Cleveland, which is really exciting. I'll be living near Case Western, about 30 minutes from downtown. My roommate seems pretty cool, even though I don't know her that well yet. Moving there is not exciting, it is only scary and stressful. However, I am so confident that this is the right path to go down though and that social work is the area I should work in. There just seems to be so much potential to help people and thats all I want to do in life. I'm not sure what type of specialty I want to get involved in, but I think working "in the field" and then moving into non profit type work would be amazing. Maybe City Year will help with that.
Wow, I thought this would help, but since I didn't talk about any of the things that was bothering me I guess it didn't. Oh, but I'm still breaking up with Tucson. I refuse to see this as anything more than a temporary situation that I have to go through. I'm starting to feel bitter.. like all the time, and annoyed and agravated. I hate feeling this way and the feeling keeps growing. I noticed it when driving in the car today, and I am almost never angry when driving. I hate Arizona Annette.
I really like my personal trainer. He is pretty atractive and makes verging on inappropriate jokes like "it's your first day of school, be sure to wear underwear." But then he doesn't really smile when he makes jokes, and I don't like that at all. Going to community college has been interesting. I like the variety of people in the classes, compared to Trinity. It is also interesting to take an intro class, since I haven't done that in quite awhile. Plus studying a "soft science" is totally different than something like history. My professor is amazing, because he is young and attractive, makes corny jokes and gets super excited about all the material we cover.
I also have a roommate and an apartment in Cleveland, which is really exciting. I'll be living near Case Western, about 30 minutes from downtown. My roommate seems pretty cool, even though I don't know her that well yet. Moving there is not exciting, it is only scary and stressful. However, I am so confident that this is the right path to go down though and that social work is the area I should work in. There just seems to be so much potential to help people and thats all I want to do in life. I'm not sure what type of specialty I want to get involved in, but I think working "in the field" and then moving into non profit type work would be amazing. Maybe City Year will help with that.
Wow, I thought this would help, but since I didn't talk about any of the things that was bothering me I guess it didn't. Oh, but I'm still breaking up with Tucson. I refuse to see this as anything more than a temporary situation that I have to go through. I'm starting to feel bitter.. like all the time, and annoyed and agravated. I hate feeling this way and the feeling keeps growing. I noticed it when driving in the car today, and I am almost never angry when driving. I hate Arizona Annette.