What Tucson means to me...

[nerdwitoutcause]

Everyday it envelops me more and more.  This feeling I probably haven't felt since I was here the summer after freshmen year.  It's like nobody cares about me, that I'm alone and forgotten.  I figured it was over, since I got over all my "issues" and such.  It feels so much worse now that I know there are better places out there, projects where I feel I am working towards something, people who are willing to do as much for me as I am for them.  I feel like I'm back in high school, running from person to person, hoping someone will be my friend.  I wish I was only here for two weeks, just long enough to have quality time with my family and see everyone who cares enough about me to stay in touch.  Maybe things will be better this week when I can concentrate only on my Pima class and building endurance (working out will definitely help with my frustration tomorrow).  I felt like I could have friends here, I really did, but I think it is time to break up with Tucson forever.

I am, however, still happy that I am going to Liam's 2nd birthday party, he is a cute kid... and Korene is pretty cool too.  :)