well im writing this 1 hour before vday ends but it still counts. every year this holiday comes around. and most of the people i know have plans or are expecting something special ( Read more... )

well today i just wasnt feeling well and it wasnt that im sick or anything i just didnt feel up to par ( Read more... )

lately my life has been filled with highs and lows with no in betweens. it gets really tireing. ive been stressed because i was suposed to have a job interview today but the assistant manager scedualed me in on a day that the store manager doesnt work. im extreamly pissed because they already postponed my interview a whole week already. im just ( Read more... )

well i just dont feel good today. i think its partly that i had to chase my sisters dog around two neighborhoods barefoot getting histarical at some point in doing that and getting glass in my foot and blisters. and then so i feel like crap. sue wants me to put away the laundry but i think ill do that tomarrow because then i wont feel like crap ( Read more... )

its for in the freaking morning and im about to drive to sj woopie...

im a failure

my stepmother's mom just died...

i found out this weekend that my stepmother's mom is dieing of cancer. they found out when the doctors removed her galblatter. now i dont really like my stepmother's family very much exept for like one person and he is a lawyer how intresting.....

but anyways even if i didnt really like them it didnt mean that i wanted her or anyone to die.... ( Read more... )

yesterday... it was a pretty fun day. i got to stay up late bake brownes meet some new people poke fun at one of our dorm mates. all that stuff. around 2 in the morning i go to bed. the next thing i know i hear voices and they are not voices i reconise. as i slowly become awake i find two RAs in my room and that there was a fire alarm and ( Read more... )

well now. life up here is intresting and the people i know is great and my classes are cool and the normal stuff you call a class. and i am having fun. but... i can just help from being lonely. i feel like im missing out on so much at home and i havent been able to talk with people i used to talk to every day. and living in such close quarters ( Read more... )