Drive

[necromancer99]

im at home now. resting my troubled mind. so much on my mind. i drove around for an hour right now to contemplate everything. i drove around to ease my troubled mind and heart. so much weight i bare on my heart. feelings that wont ceast. emotions that consume my being. everything i know is right now in my face laughing. being waved infront of me with guns blazing tempting me to run. all i can do is stand there and not move. shall i dare take a step foward? i dare not. if i were to take a step i would be shot down by words that hurt more than any bullet. more damage done to me this way than god can inflict. i wish everything can change right now. how i wish to be saved from the attrocities of my plagued heart. the void in my heart only will subside with a person taking me in. shall it come from the one i wish it to be? i hope so. i dont wish to lose hope for this is wat i want. the only thing on earth that matters. i need to heal my woe. the crux i carry around weighs. can u please save me?

i drove tonight to rest my torubled mind.