SERAPHINE SHOCK

Apr 14, 2005 11:54

im at work right now using the computer during my lunch break. there is somethings i have to say so im gonna go ahead and say it.

to zenaida:
i love you. you and i have had a rocky past relationship. yes we did. now u say that u dont want to hurt me anymore. well guess wat, i dont care about getting hurt. to me u r the perfect female for me. you are everything i have ever wanted in a gf and more. u r my beautiful seraph soaring high above my sky. how i do wish to be back with you. i do know tho that it isnt up to me. it is in ur hands. its up to u to choose whether or not being with me again is a good or bad idea. i will tell u this tho, there is no one else out there like me. im a one of a kind. i would scale heaven and earth just to be with u. i would literally give up everything i have right now just for that chance. you are the one for me. ive tried to talk to other girls before and after you and none have ever touched my heart the way u have. no one. the other day i was online talking with an ex of mine named karol. we were there and i told her the truth. i told her that i never had strong feelings for her. i told her that when she dumped me that it did not affect me in the littlest bit. she understood perfectly well. now that i look back at my past relationships i have noticed that u r the greatest love of my life. me and grace were that young type of puppy dating that we did when i was 15 and she was 14. we were kids. yea we would tell each other I LOVE YOU and all but it never meant wat it is suppose to mean. it never did. we say it to each other now out of friendship. she knows i love her friendship and vice versa. do i see myself ever getting back with her? HELL NO! too much of a headache. lol. i would not go back out with any of my exes except you. all my exes can get together and start dating each other. i dont care. the only thing in this life i trully want is you. if i were to get back with you today i would die tomorrow a happy man. you are all i want. nothing more nothing less but the person i know u as. u r beautiful.
bye,
Ferny
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