GOD DAMNIT I HATE BEING SUCH A SELF DEPRECATING FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT...................

I DON"T FUCKING DESERVE ANY OF THIS............

FUCK...........

and let me continue that with an AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ( Read more... )

Here is a pic of me and Kendra...the only one so far of me and her

http://i48.photobucket.com/albums/f210/thenealwhoiscody/Picture386.jpg

So yeah not much to say maybe more later, I'm busy reading Dark Tower...

But for now just so you know I'm still alive here is this...

do it...http://kevan.org/nohari?name=The+Neal+who+is+Cody

Ok so I'm getting things straightened out right here and now. I got rjected by purdue main campus, but that doesn't mean I'm not going. You know why, because I'm manic and when I'm determined to do something that means I will not stop until it happens or something stops me from being able to do so. As of now I have to resubmit my application with ( Read more... )

So mom and dad let me stay home today without me even asking because I was so exhausted yesterday I nearly passed out at work. So needless to say I've not slept well at all, as always. I mean yeah I've laid in bed all day but without actually sleeping soundly or restfully. Oh well I did manage to clean my room and fix my broken dresser. Now IU'm ( Read more... )

Well its been awhile, not really been much to update about. Been working my ass off to try and get some money together so I can actually have a fall back fund for when I get into college (If I get into college that is ( Read more... )

"The Joker" SMB ( Read more... )

Would someone please come put a bullet in my head?

"Darkness ( Read more... )