This is me!

[nctrnl_wundrlnd]

this poem was written to me by someone who know very well my situation and i think that i should share it with the world!

you'd rather be cold
and chilled to the bone
than deal with the pain
of being alone

you'd rather starve
than see him again
"why can't it just be
the way it has been"

love me till you do
then leave me like you will
thats what you said
as you downed another pill

chalkboards and flip-flops
now memories ago
you pulled out a box
with pictures to show

cold you were then
so proud to be you
everyday you were dying
if only they knew

so here you are now
when its time for just you
not ok but with love
and apologies too

you are sorry for what
being alive
if not for you
I would have died

our thoughts on a page
with wisdom and a pact
to leave this never
no matter how we act