Bauhaus
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Quizilla I am sooooooooo pissed at Dan. He thinks my mom is having a Thanksgiving dinner tonight. He knows he was invited. He said he'd come. He doesn't know she's not doing it now. I haven't heard from him today, and his cel phone's been off all day. Finally, around 6:30pm, I called his house, and his older sister told me he'd gone paintballing with her boyfriend, Ric.
What a shitty, lonely, boring day this has been. I did have a dinner invite from
ravensee, but I didn't have busfare to get there & back. Poo.
I'm so depressed, overall. My ex gets to spend Thanksgiving week-end with with Dylan, so unfair...
I was looking at a stranger's journal, and someone told him he was whiney, pathetic, and self-absorbed in his own pity. Gawd, I hope I don't come off that way. I used to write with humour and wit and silliness, even about the most horrible situations in my life... I'm sure no-one will remember this reference, but I feel like the Podlings in The Dark Crystal, after their essence had been sucked out by the Skeksis. That's exactly how I am, how I feel.
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