I do it for the joy it brings...
I'm bumming. I think i should get that out there so if for some reason this turns into a depressing rant it will be equally explained. I dont want to give anyone theimpression that im depressed...... just bumming.
Ever typing something or talking to someone and listening to music, and this lyrics popps up and you want to interject it into your writing or what your talking about. Not with any meaning... just as thier wierd uncorrelated aside.
and i wonder if everything i do
i do instead
of something i want to do more
the question fills my head
i know that there's no grand plan here
this is just the way it goes
Its a lyric... If i was poetic as some claim then i wouldnt need to heavily rely on music. by the way the quotes in my last post were from a book.
Things get better more often than.... the question still fills my head though. BEcause sometimes i sit around pining for something else when i know what i have is enough. ( i just changed the word perfect to enough) Thats an unfortunate word to downgrade.
It's amazing to me how relationships become like losing weight. You lose all the weight and you swear to change your lifestyle .. and then something hits and suddenly you are indulging on the bad behavior. I have learned to swim but for some reason something has dsitracted me and now im swimming down to see what the glistening item is.
That was a bunch of symbolic crap that half of you will just be frustrated by. the other half will understand it completely. Either way.
I know that i was warned, still it was not as i hoped. ....( another lyric) BUt as a statement it sums up my expectations for everything. Maybe someone can explain to me why it is that when someone warns me of impending circumstances i nod my head and write them off as if they are ridiculous. Thena couple weeks later i realize they were right, and i was niave to think.....
sleepy time
Ever typing something or talking to someone and listening to music, and this lyrics popps up and you want to interject it into your writing or what your talking about. Not with any meaning... just as thier wierd uncorrelated aside.
and i wonder if everything i do
i do instead
of something i want to do more
the question fills my head
i know that there's no grand plan here
this is just the way it goes
Its a lyric... If i was poetic as some claim then i wouldnt need to heavily rely on music. by the way the quotes in my last post were from a book.
Things get better more often than.... the question still fills my head though. BEcause sometimes i sit around pining for something else when i know what i have is enough. ( i just changed the word perfect to enough) Thats an unfortunate word to downgrade.
It's amazing to me how relationships become like losing weight. You lose all the weight and you swear to change your lifestyle .. and then something hits and suddenly you are indulging on the bad behavior. I have learned to swim but for some reason something has dsitracted me and now im swimming down to see what the glistening item is.
That was a bunch of symbolic crap that half of you will just be frustrated by. the other half will understand it completely. Either way.
I know that i was warned, still it was not as i hoped. ....( another lyric) BUt as a statement it sums up my expectations for everything. Maybe someone can explain to me why it is that when someone warns me of impending circumstances i nod my head and write them off as if they are ridiculous. Thena couple weeks later i realize they were right, and i was niave to think.....
sleepy time