Fall Back
Today has been one of those beautiful fall days that makes you wanna skip home, open all the windows and read a good book. Instead i took a big break in the middle of the day ( i finished my exam early) and steven and i went to lunch , ran some errands. i bought a little herb garden. Its cute. Class was pretty good, and all was going well till then. What made today great was walking home from class. I was walking home and listening to my ipod, it was cool outside, and the wind was gusting lightly every now and then, and as the song switched on my ipod the whole universe seemed to sing along with my song. The wind blew in my face as the tempo of the music changed, my feet hit the ground with the rhythm of the music, i leapt onto the curb to my four favorite lyrics in the song. It was so perfect, and then at the end i noticed that i was gonna miss the walk sign at the intersection so i started to run at the climax of the song. Got to the other side and the music subsided. It was so perfect! Anyway i always post very murky confusing posts, this one is lucid. things seem that way lately, like too much is starting to make sense. Im adapting, but im not wasting days on these dilemmas anymore, i just enjoy the thought process.
Guilt to me, right now, its a useless emotion.
BTW the only obstacle you have is yourself. If you can manage to get out of your own way, you have no idea how clear things would become, and how happy you would be.
Guilt to me, right now, its a useless emotion.
BTW the only obstacle you have is yourself. If you can manage to get out of your own way, you have no idea how clear things would become, and how happy you would be.