Oh the pinnacle of my teenage angst. Times have changed, people became lost, and I'm here picking up the littered pieces...I really thought we would make it past that high school truth...that you lose connection with your best friends. We're all strangers now; I've never felt so alone.

The truth became ever so clear the day of my wedding reception. ( Read more... )

I realized that work isn't worth me being sick and angry and etc. all the time, so I'm taking on less hours. My soul doesn't belong to a grocery store.

So I'll have to find competency in my immediate surroundings. I get as many free movies as I want from the library, as well as an endless variety of unexplored music. I can get magazines and ( Read more... )

August fourth has come and gone...my goal date. I have a car lined up for me. My boyfriend is currently working on it.

No useless banter this morning. I feel...thirsty and blank. It's been awhile since I've sat down at this computer to empty my thoughts onto this obnoxiously bright screen.

I'm the puppy with the end of a leash in my mouth, sitting ( Read more... )

I miss my friends.

Getting a car by or around August 4th.

<3 handcuffs.

Love. So much it hurts. Happy. Tears.

Highs and no lows. Lows are only mental. It will pass slowly, but surely, like that of a conservative family witnessing the wreckage and bodily fluids of fresh road rage. Slowly, it will pass. No need for self destruction. Find a way to ( Read more... )

I am the object of all sexual desire to men above the age of thirty-five.

1. One regular in the store calls me dollface. I asked if he wanted his paper in plastic, and he proclaimed that he is low maintenance and willing to wait.

2. An old guy was taking a picture of a house under construction. When I got close enough he asked if he could take my ( Read more... )

Are you a smoker?

No, sir. I'm not.

The Depeche Mode cassettes I bought turned out not to be collectables. Damn that guy. He made a $2.38 profit off me. And I was polite.

So why haven't I opened them yet?

I mastered the mechanical machines at work. I pwn at courtesy clerk.

I covered my window with a blanket so it's midnight all the time.

My walls don't like being naked anymore.

I almost ( Read more... )

Doctor! Doctor! Induce the withdrawals. Someone [me] is high on life ( Read more... )

They are just looking at me so I continue: "Laws of nature are human inventions, like ghosts. Laws of logic, of mathematics are also human inventions, like ghosts. The whole blessed thing is a human invention, including the idea that it isn't a human invention. The world has no existence whatsoever outside the human imagination. It's all a ghost, ( Read more... )

One of the agents at work spontaneously left the office, and she sent out cards to those she connected with to say “so long” (just like in Animal Crossing) It’s sweetness like this that makes me like this office so much ( Read more... )