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I took everything down. I erased all evidence from her from my life. As best as I wanted. I don't remember the last time I cried this much. I don't want to talk to anyone. I just want someone to be here. To hug me to tell me that it's gonna be okay. Someone to keep me distracted. I need someone here. I wish it didn't hurt so much. I wish... I wish for a lot of stuff that won't come true.... I guess I am just supposed to hurt. I guess I am just supposed feel the tears running down my cheeks.