Happy New Year 2010, everyone!!
the pic isn't mine. credit to Bigeast.. i guess.. ^^;;
Merry Christmas 2009 (for those who celebrate Xmas) and Happy New Year 2010 for everyone!!
it's already 2010, huh..
i really have wanted to update this journal since a while ago, but........ well, as u see, i'm just too lazy to write.
school killed me.. really.. *sigh*
so, for now, i'm just going to ramble.. (not sure there's even somebody who would want to read it.. but well.. whatever..)
my friend said that i have this "New Year's syndrome". ^^;;
but i guess i really do. For all i can remember, i was rarely celebrate New Year. well, i did go out with family and/or friends, but i just see New Year as just "another new day". so it's not really a big deal for me.... except for last year.
if u have read my journals, maybe u have known that last year i was in Japan.
the feeling of missing last year's moments really kills me these days.. *sigh*
whether it was personal reasons (which i won't talked about here).. or reasons that includes Tohoshinki/ DBSK in it.
Seeing how different the feeling of watching them last year n this year somehow hurts me. i still remember, last year (2008).. i practically didn't (get much) sleep during 30 - 31 dec because Tohoshinki appeared in like a dozen of TV programs. ^^;; the most epic time was at 31 dec.. where i watched kouhaku with my friends (while screaming, "what the hell..?? it's just that?!?!") notes : Kouhaku is not late at night.. and then practically slept a bit, woke up, slept a bit again, and woke up again to watch them appear in another programs. thank God.. i woke up in always the right times. ^^;;
But this year....? *sigh*
i'm not in Japan.. and they are facing problems.. the feeling is just sooo different.
but well... it's 2010 now.. gonna face this year despite all the problems, right?
this is just my humble opinion..
for me, it's not important anymore whether they would break up or something. it's a nightmare for all of us for sure.. but still.. if it must've been done.. or if it's for the best.. so be it. the thing that i'm dying to know right now is whether they relationship with each other (as in chunjaesu with homin) is still good or not. it's so sad to see that the bond they have built throughout these years they are together just gone out of nowhere. Before, i never thought that there will be a day i would see them in a situation which needs a help from programs like "Jeolchin Note" or something..
okay, enough of sad rambling,.
as for these days.. i spent my holidays on looking through other male artists (or idols?) works.. well, okay.. sometimes female (but not really fond of it), and i've just realized that i love SHINee (another SM artist..... *sigh* why?!?!) but seeing them a lot these days really reminds me of DBSK too. haha.. and among the 5, again... i fall for the lead singer, Jjong. ^^;; but i love other members as well.. they did grow up a lot since debut.. gah.. still remember their debut times.. i kinda remember, at that time i was thinking, "the difference between debut and later. right now, their hair are all black and the style is still normal.."
i was right... looking at the almighty lightning key (potter)'s hair now.. ^^;; but i still love you Key.. really.. u can pull off that kind of hair style and colour well.. *grins*
kay then, c ya on another post... hopefully, soon..