I'm scared.
And for a long time I thought I was scared of failing. But what I'm scared the most is hating myself and giving up.
Sometimes I have the confidence to say I will make it, other times, like today, I feel like I'm wasting my time and others' time.

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So today was full of (un)interesting stuff.

I found out that I probably don't have enough grades to be accepted at Imperial College since my average is 17.6 (with Sports and Philosophy and without the exams) and they say that the whole average should be about 18 ( Read more... )

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Is it just me or has the temperature decreased brutally in a period of a week ( Read more... )

Sometimes I want to leave everything behind. I feel like melting into a bunch of neutrinos and pass this chair, through the floor and vanish into the blank space and just keep on traveling towards no where.

This is sort of one of those days.

I feel like a stranger everywhere.
Urgh.

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5,0*10^8 seconds.

Isn't this a awful amount of time?
And what have I done?
I say; I'm preparing for real life...
But.
The time seems too fast right now. Just too damn fast. And change is crazy right now, too. Will I crumble? I certainly hope not... But, everything's going too fast ( Read more... )