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Absolute lack of emotions.
When I record myself playing I can automatically identify a person randomly pressing keystrokes, randomly bashing the piano and making pretty but meaningless sounds come out.
There's no emotion at all.
It's so painful to listen to my recordings. D:
It looks like the more I practice the less feeling I have... The notes are there, the rhythm is there.
The emotion? None.
And then when I find out that there's an extreme lack of emotion I try to make up, resulting in a poorly fake wannabe emo song.
Oh snap. I'm screwed! xD
And I just made an ass out of myself.